Rejection For the Rejectee (Werewolf SoulMate) COMPLETED

15 - Anything For The Beta

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***Valentine***

  "Cam, what am I suppose to do? You know what he said!" I cried down the phone to my best friend. I was a mess, I'd be the first to admit it. What he said had brought up so many memories and they just wouldn't go to bed.

  "Sweet, I know he said those things, but he doesn't realise what affect it has on you. Don't you think that he getting all protective of you is really sexy?" For the last line Cam deepened his voice into a seriously sexy tone. I groaned dramatically and flung myself over my sofa.

  "God, Cam, I speak on behalf the whole female race to say that it truly is a shame you're gay." He chuckled darkly. I sighed. "Cam, he was scary - and on top of that he was being a sexist male shit head which is not sexy in any way. Being manhandled and told what I can and can not do is a turn off if anything... and I'm running out of ice-cream." I frowned into the empty tub as my spoon scraped the bottom.

  "Ice-cream? I thought we'd gone over this! When you're upset, don't go for the ice-cream, go for the punching bag. Or sex. That burns loads of calories as well," Cam said to me in a matter of fact tone and I couldn't help rolling my eyes. What would I do without my man-whore of a gay best friend? He brings me up when I am low... like an elevator. Oh god, what was I going to do?!

  "Talk me through it, Sweet," Cam suggested gently.

  I took a deep breath. "He was being so sweet to me, doing all the right things. You know he bought two cinema tickets to that film I really wanted to see with Channing Tatum in it for the opening night? Except he didn't buy them for him and me to see together, he bought them for me and Zandra, not once even suggesting for us to go. And then I started talking to Nicholas, and it just progressed."

  "Yeah, you know I wasn't a fan of you doing that, right?" Cam cut in.

  "Yeah yeah, I might something a little tactless, I know! But I had to. You understand that, you know why I had to. But I never planned to hurt him like that. When Nicholas asked if I wanted to go out with him, I just said yes, and I didn't really think much of it. It was just... eating. I didn't think I'd feel like I was betraying him like I did when it actually happened. I thought I would be okay. So I guess that... I wasn't really testing him, but testing myself. I wanted to know if I would be able to go back to normal again, because the first time we met he rejected me I was crushed, and I hardly even knew him. But the thing is that this time I do, so what happens if he says no again? I'd never survive it. So I wanted to know if there was a way out. I wanted a safety net, not to hurt him! He was never meant to find out!" Actually, how did he know I was there? Cam spoke before I could ponder more on it.

  "Sweet, why haven't you told him this?"

  "Because... he scared me. I'm hardly scared of anything anymore! Heck, my job is hurtling through the sky at hundreds of miles per hour in a metal tube with windows. He was so angry, Cam, and then I got so pissed off at him because he wasn't listening to me, and just doing what he pleased like he owned me." Our relationship was once again screwed up.

  "Did you ever consider that he may be as confused as you are right now?" Cam asked through the phone. "You should tell him. You've been working from home, right? Doing all your Alpha duties there?"

  "Yeah." I couldn't bear the thought of facing him in the pack house.

  "Then go and find him. I need to go now, they're calling us back."

  "Okay."

  "And Phee? Please don't o anything stupid. Love you, girl."

  "Love you too," I whispered and hung up.

  I couldn't call Zed, and I don't think I'd be able to bring myself to go to the Pack house like this... so what?

  I snatched up the phone and called a number I never thought I'd ever call.

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  "Oh gosh, Valentine, that's so sad! But... what do you want me to do?" Tilly asked as she sat on the sofa opposite me. She still gave me the creeps but she was my only hope.

  "Tilly, I'm going to have to ask you to tell Zed what I've told you, but not like I've told you to! Does that make sense?" I asked. I really hoped that this would work.

  "Not really," she said doubtfully.

  "Basically, you need to say to him stuff like 'but I was just talking to Valentine not long ago and she says that that was never her intension!' and things like that. You just need to tell him that I didn't mean to hurt him, plead my case! Can you do that for me, Tilly?"

  She beamed at me. "Of course Val! I'm really honoured that you've asked me to do this for you. Actually, would you want me to spread the word about it? Tell people that you weren't in the wrong?"

  "That would be great! Thank you so much, Tilly!" She stood up.

  "I'll do it tomorrow?" she asked.

  "Yeah, it's a bit late now anyway. Thank you again!" I lead her to the door where her enforcer was waiting for her.

  She smiled at me again, but it looked a bit sinister. It must have been the light from my porch. "Anything for the Beta, Valentine."

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So Valentine went to Tilly for help after venting to Cam! And has asked for Tilly's help! What is going to happen???? Well thats for me to know and for you to find out ;)

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