makeup or breakup

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kiara.

i woke up at 6 am, not being able to sleep due to the company i had last night. i was watching netflix when liv walked in, tear stained cheeks.

her eyes were the color of blood, black water streaming down her cheeks. i didn't know what happened, but i knew she needed me right now.

so she climbed in bed next to me, both of us laying down watching netflix together enjoying a bag of popcorn. a little girls night well spent.

but i knew this morning had issues arrising, i had no clue of what happened in their room last night, but it's couldn't of been good.

she needs space, i can tell my bestfriends better then themselves sometimes. and i know she needs to be alone. completely, no one in, or out, except me.

i make my way out of my room and into the bathroom to get ready for the long day i can see we all have ahead.

i was greeted by jonah, zach, and olivia around 7:30 in the kitchen, while making breakfast. jonah took over and i run upstairs hearing racket from my room.

shit.... daniel

"daniel get out, now" i say opening up the door.

"kiara please, i just need to talk to her" he says walking over to me.

"no, look i don't know what happened or what you did, but it had to be pretty fucked up that she abandoned her own room" i say my voice raising at him.

"please kiara, just five minutes" he pleads.

"out of my room... NOW"  i yell.

i run over to my bed to see liv with tears not yet fallen. immediately making sure she is okay.

"i think a nice warm shower would do you some good" i smile.

"yeah, i think so too" she says smiling back.

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daniel.

i couldn't sleep last night, i couldn't stop think about what i did, and what i caused. i made her feel so much pain.

she doesn't deserve this, not this type of love. that girl is worthy of so much more then me. and i screwed up to early to prove myself.

i was welcomed with the bright sunrise early into the morning, my attention taken away from kiara waking up and getting ready.

today was her day to make breakfast, so after i knew she would head right downstairs. i mean, considering everyone is early birds except me and liv.

i need to know if she okay, how heartbroken she is. she is still my girlfriend after all, right? god i hope so, what if lose her?

no, no i cant lose her. i refuse to lose her, i will change for her. god, she's the love of my life. how could i let her slip away so easily.

as soon as i heard the fridge open i snuck into kiara room, to see liv playing on her phone. her back turned away from me as i slowly made my way over to her.

my hands immediately going for hers, startling her.
her junking at the cold and quick touch, still pulling away.

"can i sit?" i ask.

"yeah, i take it you have an answer" she slightly smiles, trying not to show it.

"liv- i- i don't know how to love someone like you. you're perfect, you know that you're worth so much more then what i have been giving you." i finish as the door flies open.

we're greeted with the face of a very angry kiara. immediately...

"daniel get out, now" she yells opening up the door.

"kiara please, i just need to talk to her" i say walking over to her.

"no, look i don't know what happened or what you did, but it had to be pretty fucked up that she abandoned her own room" she says yelling at me.

"please kiara, just five minutes" i plead.

"out of my room... NOW"   she yells.

i wasn't finished, i wasn't close to finished.

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2 hours later

after we had all ate an early lunch, we all decided to split up in our rooms and watch some movies. except this time it was the girls together and the boys together.

daniel.

i was with the boys in the guest bedroom and the girls were downstairs. the girls were watching a romcom so i know olivia and kiara are going to be knocked out fifteen minutes in.

after about a half an hour into the movie i decided to go on a "bathroom break". but i made my way quietly down the stairs, and over to the couch.

as i suspected, olivia and kiara were sound asleep. but as well as liv, who woke up as i approached her.

"daniel?" she says quietly rubbing her eyes.

"hey, come with me?" i say holding my hand out.

"why should i" she says with an attitude.

"please, i really need to talk to you" i plead.

she takes a few seconds to think, and grabs my hand getting up and heading into our room. both of us sitting on the bed, liv more awake now.

"what do you need to talk to me about, i mean yku made it pretty clear this morni-"

"i didn't get to finish what i wanted to say this morning. there is so much more i have to say to you liv." i cut her off.

"well then go, i'm ready" she says breathing heavily.

"you're worth so much more then me, you deserve someone who can give you that kinda of love that you need. but i hope it's not just anyone... i hope it's me. liv, i love you. every single second of every day... i never stopped and i don't think i can. you're it for me, okay? you're the girl i want to marry and be able to call mine for the rest of my life. i love you." i say, liv with tears in her eyes and a smile on her face.

"i love you way more seavey" she says still smiling, putting her hands in mine.

"god i'm stupid for letting you go so easily" i say putting my head down.

"hey... you came back to me, that's gotta count for something right" she says lifting my head up touching my lips to hers.

"we're gonna get through this, we're strong" she adds.

"i'm stronger" i say falling on her so we're laying down, her head on my chest, her laughing.

"i missed you last night" she says, looking up at me.

"i couldn't even sleep last night without you by my side, all i could think about is if you were okay" i say.

"baby.. i was doing okay, i had kiara. and you and i both know space was the right route to take" she says stroking my cheek with her hand.

"i don't know if space was the right option, i could've told you my decision last night. i would've had you back sooner" i say.

"daniel, we're fine, we're together. cant we just enjoy now" she says making puppy dog eyes.

"i cant get over how cute you are" i say smiling at her.

"i love you" she says.

"i love you more" i say kissing her.

this...
this is where we're supposed to be
together
no worries or secrets
just us..
happy together.
























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i wasn't going to update, but i figured we all needed some good in our life today, i know i did:)

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