Bleeding Love

Chapter 30

Damon

I brought Sophia to our cabin in the woods for the weekend. She was excited for a getaway without guards, or gunmen. She never saw a cabin too. She gets excited at such little things, it is so cute to see her big eyes light up. She literally jumped off my jeep and ran as we reach there, it wasn't a big farm yet she was looking around with wide eyes. 

It was a small wood cabin amidst the forest. It was small but furnished. It had a kitchenette, there were two bedrooms and the hall has couch and a coffee table has a TV and home theater along with the fireplace. The bathroom was also stocked up. Ric used to come here when he was younger for partying or he use to bring Caprice for their secret make out getaways. None of them has come in a long time though. I, however, never came here after her. 

But the staff kept in a good condition. There were however, not much servants looking after this place, just two Alysia's grandparents. Alysia comes here sometimes to meet Rose and Carl, she is a sweet lady and they love living near to the nature, that's why they live in our Mom's barn close by and cleans this cabin once in a while. Fall has made it even prettier I must say, the fallen orange leaves really added up. 

"This is so pretty!" she exclaimed looking around. She giggled as she saw an old swing set in the backside and ran to it. I laughed hearing her childish giggles. 

I knew this marriage was not easy for her, Ric was giving her a hard time. He made his hatred so obvious. I don't know why he think that she is a gold digger or a manipulator, though in reality she wouldn't even have wanted this marriage. She however, never complained about Ric's behavior I don't know why, but then again she never complaints about anything. 

That night when I came home all wasted she took care of me like no one ever did. I even got angry on her in the morning for no fault of her. Its just that I had a pounding headache and not seeing her next to me just raised my temper. I don't know why I thought she left me. Even though just the day before we had spend nice time when I took her to shopping. She had the chance to run then, I even left her to take a call but she ran to me instead. She was so scared, she thought that I left her. I was shocked to see her all scared and sobbing but I felt a bit satisfied that she came to me instead of running from me. 

Still that morning when I woke up I thought she left me and I took out all my anger on her. But she is so pure and loving she even took it without a single protest. As her hands touched my head the headache was gone. She said her Dad used to massage her mom. She mentions them but never talked about of them. Where are they? Sometimes I wonder but I never asked her. 

And oh that shower! That was the best shower I had. The moment she knelt in front of me I knew I will never loose her not until destiny has planned something awfully cruel or I screw it up real bad. In a way I did screwed up right after that. I blasted on her again on her allegations of me cheating on her.

I know how she must have felt seeing that lipstick smudge. She must be scared to ask me that's why she kept the shirt that ways. So that I bring it up. In a way I felt it cute as that she was all jealous but it did hurt me that she thought of me being such a low life that would cheat on his wife. 

Wife, I regretted marrying her the way I did. Its not like I didn't want to marry her, I would have married her eventually but I married her in a fit of a rage, that's what I regret. I turned her biggest day into a punishment. I can see how hard she tries not to anger me. She is so innocent. Her big eyes seems so broken it makes me want to give her the stars to make her smiles reach her eyes. Like they are doing now. She deserves so much happiness and I will give my Doll all the happiness in the world.

"No!" her scream brought me to present and I ran towards her thinking if she is hurt or something. I saw her searching for something furiously on the ground near the swing set on the wild flowers "What happened Doll?" I asked reaching her. "M-my Ring, it fell somewhere, and I can't see it now, " she said almost crying. "Hey, hey calm down, big deal, its just a ring" I said holding her arms, "No" she jerked me away and went looking for it again, "Why is this silly ring so important?" I asked her seeing her all over the place for a ring. "Its my wedding ring, its your ring, of course its important" she said almost shouting at me in anger like how stupid I am to ask something like that.  I felt happy that this marriage means something for her. I meant something for her. I looked around for it with her and I saw it just below the swing set. "here " I picked it up and she ran to me and took it from my hand and wore it quickly, "Thank you, I thought I lost it forever" she said hugging me. "Hey Doll, I cupped her cheeks and said "You will never loose it" and she knew I did not meant the ring but "Us". She smiled at me.