Decisions

Torn in two

I don't need sleep
I will only dream of you anyway

You know I hate goodbyes
I don't mind talking till you go silent
Somehow it's actually cute that you fell asleep on me

I could think of a million things I like about you

Starting with your smile
All the way down to that face you make while thinking

I love when your happy
And your eyes compliment your grin

But when your sad
Those beautiful eyes drown with sorrow

Waves crash against your eyelids
Destroying my own floodgates

Now were both sad
You claim you need to go away
And I want to beg you to stay

But I'm not like that.. Member

I'll do what you ask
I'll stay quiet about most things
But I wish you'd let me help

You shut me out .. While sad
And it brings out the anxiety in me

We claim we'll grow old together
But how will we grow
If every time things get bad
We run and hide

When I say I love you
I'm not saying it just to say it
I mean I'm here for you
No matter the time
No matter how busy I am
Or where I am
And I won't be judgmental

If anything it'll just make me adore you even more
For finally opening up to me

The first time you said you needed space
It cut my heart in two
I felt it .. A long tear right down the middle

You said you didn't want to hurt me
And I believe you tried
But it's hurtful to know
It was my unconditional love you denied