M A R A - draco malfoy fanfic

chapter 4 - ouch

i barely got to do anything in class because after malfoy said "wE nEeD tO tAlK" as if we're on some fucking reality romance show, i couldn't think of anything else. and i don't think he could either, we both just sat there waiting for class to end.

"finish it for homework class, it is worth three grades so don't make it idiotic." snape says cringing as he walks towards the door. ugh. why must he make homework THREE grades.

anyways i start picking up my stuff, until i realize no one is left in the classroom, not even snape. "mara." SHIT. i ignore him and finish picking up my stuff. i'm NOT about to just leave class without even picking up my stuff. "mara listen." "wait." oops okay that came out kind of mean knowing that i'm 'in love with him' but whatever, he deserved it. he waited until i finished putting my stuff away to drag me out of the classroom and shove me in a small, almost closet like room. it was kind of dark too. what the fuck is gonna happen to me.

we stood there for a sec.. he seemed nervous. i just stared, smirking in his direction. (although, again, ACTING!!). "mara.. i need you to ignore me for the rest of the week." huh? "what? why? you know i can't just do that. i can't stand being awa-" "i know. i just.. its really awkward between us now, cuz of your thing." my THING?? "what thing?" i say, acting frustrated. "you know your lo-" he stopped himself. he came closer to me and said it quieter, almost a whisper, "your love thing." love thing? wtf. "i don't know what you mean." "just stay away from me okay?" ouch. well not ouch because i hate him but... when you put it like that. he stormed out, leaving me and my emotions alone in that creepy closet thing.

i waited a bit before leaving, so no one got suspicious as to why malfoy and i were in there together. as i was walking to my dorm i had three things on my mind: 

first, why did he imply this love thing would last a WEEK? he said stay away for a week, last time i checked, this thing only lasted a day.. unless it was brewed more concentrated. shit. they must have made it for a week long. DAMMIT. I GOTTA BE THIS THING FOR A WEEK?

second, why doesn't he want me talking to him? i mean, it wasn't like i would've right?

AND THIRD, why does the fact that he told me to stay away from him bother me so much?

(hiii, sorry this one's short, i needed to resolve this thing with draco and her and i wanted it to be a seperate chapter. also, i just realized i wrote this in past tense oops.)