Part 18: it hurts

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(A/N: if you guys find them creepy, just tell me, because I found them attractive so bleh. :/)

I'm now walking back to the pizzeria with the others, back to their human self. I kept my friend's belongings with me, and their grave was filled with flowers around with their names craved on the stone. I didn't left any letters behind because one of the boys would explain it who ever visits or the police asking. The walk was silent, Foxy tries speaking about what happened but I shut him off by showing off my middle finger, which confuses him what it means. Great. I walked in and was greeted by Mike, who probably got called to look after the pizzeria while I'm gone. Lovely.

"Who are those people, and what're you doing here?" He asked crossing his arms, blocking my way. "I'm not into the fucking mood now, and it's none of your business. I can go when ever I fucking want, Mike Shit, because my uncle owns the place. Now get the fuck out the way before I fucking shove an endoskeleton up in your ass." I said harshly and darkly, making him back away as well as foxy who was just close behind me. I don't care anymore. I walked past him and to the backstage, going back to their position. Freddy, Bonnie and Chica at the main stage, Foxy at the Pirates cove but GFreddy just disappears for some reason.

I didn't have time to look at them earlier but from what I've noticed to GFreddy is he's wearing a mask which covers his mouth and nose, he has a yellow button up shirt which was torn and over it was black vest. Black pants and boots. He has blond hair and chains around him which was weird. His body was the same as Freddy but taller, he also has scars on his arms. Strange. I start walking back out the pizzeria when someone grabbed me by the wrist and pulled me back. It was Mike. That asshole.

"Please tell me what happened." He said and look at me with pleading eyes. Great, he's being a gentle ass again. I tried pulling my hand away but his grip was so damn strong, and he was still looking at me with those eyes. I was quiet for a moment before sighing. "I had found the five missing children's corpses and gave then proper burial." I said simply and he almost immediately let go of my hand when I finished talking. "Where are they now?" He asked and I slowly starting to get depressed and angry at the same time. "They're beside mom." This eventually makes him confused and I grabbed his collar, lifting him a bit in the air, glaring at him as tears roll down my cheeks. "She passed away and you didn't even know about it!! What kind of friend are you?! You stupid fucker, we were so damn worried back then when you got bitten and now you don't even care at the person who donate money for you?! You selfish fucker! We were best friends back then but you've ruin it. Thank you so fucking much, Schmidt." I yelled in anger before letting go.

My heart was in so much pain and many thoughts float around my head, I'm starting to feel light headed. "I thought you'll be a good friend at high school but you just turn your back at us, faking everything you've said to mom. Now you've bullied Jeremy and I, be glad we didn't tell mom about everything, the truth, on what you did to us because I knew she love you like a step-son..yet you didn't even fucking say good bye." I fell on the floor sobbing. I finally let it all out, the anger, sadness, and hurt. "Go to hell Mike Schmidt." I finished and hung my head low, not daring to look at him. He seems shock about everything I've said, as well as hurt, guild and sadness coming to him.

I felt presence and arms wrapping around me. I looked up and saw Mike hugging me, his face buried to my shoulder, not showing his face, I knew why because my shoulder was getting drenched by his tears. I was shock for a split second until I heard him whisper 'I'm sorry' a couple of times, his arms around me getting tighter. I can sense he's guilty for everything and hurt. I slowly wrapped my arms around him, returning the hug. It's been so long darn long ever since I've hugged him. He felt tense but soon calmed down, eventually his hug getting tighter, not wanting to let go.

I keep on hearing him sorry's and I softly pat his back. He soon slowly pulled away and I do too. He was looking down not looking at me. "I'm sorry.." He said softly. "I should've known..I'm so sorry..I should've been a better friend, you deserve better.." He mumbled. Something's wrong. Very wrong. His shoulder shook as he tried holding back sobs and tears. "Hey..what's wrong?" My anger just disappears and now replaced with concern and worry. This is just strange. "Answer me Mike." I told him when he didn't let out a word. I figured I have to wait for a moment until he calmed down.

He soon did calm down and pulled out a handkerchief out from my pocket, using it to wipe the remaining tears from him, forgetting my own which was now gone. He didn't mind though and he just let me. I soon put it back in my pocket and I asked once again. "What happened?" This makes him flinch but he calmed down. Something was really bothering him. "My parents...they abandon me. You can say I'll be on my own now, I at least still have the job to keep me living." He started, looking away. "They pushed me out the house and make me leave, now I just live somewhere away from home." He added with a sigh and I just sat there, frozen.

"I never knew the news of your mother because I am no longer at home, nor visit. I should've have known, it's not your fault or anything..if you really wanted to know why I'm acting like this for he past few years..." He pauses and looks up at me, straight to the eyes, which as I can see has worry on them. I raises an eyebrow and before I knew it, a pair on lips pressed against mine, pulling me in a soft kiss. My eyes were wide and frozen in a moment before realising the Mike's the one who's kissing me.

He soon pulled away filled with regret and pain. I was scared, my heart beat fast and I slowly backed away, he quickly pulled me in a hug and my eyes widen. "I hope you understand..I'm sorry for everything..the only reason I bully you was just to get closer to you, my heart was then hurt at the time, like the feeling makes me all confused then I just learnt what it was.." He said and slightly pulled away enough to look at me. This can't be all right..it's wrong, very wrong..

"I love you."

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