Save him

32~ Caleb...

"Kristina do not go to bed to late you start school again tomorrow" I groaned and rolled around on my bed. Tomorrow I start a new year at school, I would be going to bed but I was skyping with Jason. "You can just go sleep now, you got school"

"When will you visit again?" I asked feeling a little sad I had to go soon. He sighed rubbing his face. Him and my dad went through a few more complications last time he visited and my dad basically said he didn't want to see him around our house. "I don't know tina...im sorry"

"No... no I may be the youngest but I can help with things too" I said he looked confused "Dad!" I called out

"Kristina" Jason hissed but I ignored him, then my dad walked through the door and looked at my laptop frowning slightly "You work it out right now...hes your son for crying out loud, my brother" I cried "Look take my laptop at talk to him..please try work it out I need to go to bed" I looked back at my laptop picking it up "G'night Jason love you" I said passing my laptop to my dad.

"Night tina" He replied

"Goodnight Kristina" My dad said sighed walking out with my laptop.

*****

It was halfway through the first day of year 11 and Caleb was no where to be seen. Maybe he wasn't feeling well and his mum let him stay home...I got on with my classes, it was now lunch and I sat a table alone wondering where Caleb and Jake were. "The god has arrived!" Jake announced loudly while sitting across from me. He took a huge bite of his sandwich and started blabbering on about some girl he went out with. "Have you heard from Caleb?" I asked interrupting what ever he was saying

"Uh no actually...we were talking last night apparently his brother went past his house again and said shit to him"

"What?! Why wasn't I informed about this?"

"Really? why weren't you...well now you know" I got a bad feeling in my stomach, I forgot my phone at home so I couldn't call or text Caleb. "Give me your phone" I ordered; he chocked on what ever he was eating at looked at me confused "You cant have it...unless you like porn...theres a lot of porn on my phone" He joked, I cringed as he spoke "Just call Caleb please I have a bad feeling in my gut" I pleaded my voice sounding weaker by the second.

He nodded and called him passing me the phone, I walked out the cafeteria into the empty hallway. The phone picked up but he didn't say anything "Caleb?" I whimpered

"Im sorry... goodbye Kristina, I love you"

"NO WAIT" I screamed as loud as I could scream when I heard a chair fall to the ground. That ringing sound filled my ears, I couldn't move, I coudnt speak...I just...couldn't. As my mind caught on I dialed Kathrine's number straight away "Oh hi krist-"

"Go to calebs room now! He just attempted it again" I yell, I heard her swear under her breath and the sound of screeching car tires. "I just got home" She said rapidly, the sound of a car door shut and she was running. It was all kind of silent until.. "Caleb!" I heard her scream, nausea washed over me like mad waves, I got light headed and I couldn't breathe, my heart rate went up. It got harder and harder to see clearly.

"Panic attack" I mumbled quietly to Jake before I passed out.

I slowly opened my eyes and let them readjust to the light, I was in a car then all the memories flooded back to me. "Caleb!" I yelled out looking around the car door was open and Jake was talking to a doctor I think but I ignored that, I got up and ran inside looking. Jake was behind me in seconds "Calm down, you need to calm down okay Kristina" he tried soothing. He pulled me with him through random corridors.

There was Kathrine, Skylar and dean but just seeing Dean made my blood boil. "You! Why did you go after him to insult him again" I screeched running to him and pushing him against a cold hospital wall. He looked away from me "What do you mean?" Kathrine asked completely confused looking at both of us.

"Great look what you've done bitch" He growled pushing me down to the ground.

"I'll fucking murder you" Jake barked but I grabbed his arm in time, he looked at me and I gave him a pleading look. He sighed and sat beside me "You okay?" He mumbled I just nodded. Kathrine stood up, shaking slightly

"Dean what have you done to your bother? Tell me NOW!" She yelled, everyone went silent even other people around watched. "I...I said things to him" Dean muttered

"What things, tell me everything" She hissed I looked over at Dean and I could see the tears in his eyes forming ; he wiped them away quickly. "I didn't think he would....I thought...I told him he was an attention seeker, I-I blamed him for everything... For you becoming alcoholic, Victoria being taken away. Everything mum ... I blamed him for everything" Kathrine's face dropped

"How could you do this to him, I was gone your father left you were meant to be next to help and I know it shouldn't have been your responsibility...But it was my fault never Caleb's, NEVER" She cried out. Dean looked down in pain and tears started to fall "I regret it...I didn't...I didn't know he would do this and might have actually done it!" He whispered falling to the ground.

"Uhm Miss Ross?" A tall doctor called, we all looked up at him and Kathrine took a few steps closer to him nodding. "Well?" She asked impatiently, the doctor scratched the back of his head and read through the writing on his clipboard "You got to your son just in time, he has survived but he is in a coma and there is damage to the brain" He paused for a second and read some more on his page "Also there is a possibility he will have amnesia, if he regains consciousness again we will see how much he remembers" He explained

"Could he forget everything?" Kathrine wheezed out

"Yes, there would be a chance of that happening but its not certain"

I put my hand to my mouth. I mean im glad no im am grateful he is okay but what if he does have memory loss, what if he forgets me and everyone else? What would we do?

"You are welcome to come in...im sorry" The doctor said and walked to the receptionist. The others started walking in but I sat there staring at the door. "Do you want to come in?" Jake asked standing up

"I-in a minute..." I whimpered, he nodded and walking in as I sat on the cold floor feeling numb and like everything is not real...but it is, this really just happened