The Dawn ||J•Jk

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He regretted it. It was written all over his beautiful face. He regretted letting me meet anyone I wanted. Well by anyone I meant Jaehyun. Poor him. But he brought it upon himself. I do not have one ounce of sympathy for him. Okay I must be exaggerating. I have a little almost tiny amount of sympathy for him.

"I'm going out." I said as I tied my only pair of shoe.

"Is it necessary?" Jungkook said standing in front behind me.

"Ofcourse it is." I said as I turned around after successfully tying my shoe.

"Sometimes I don't get you."

"Feelings are mutual Jeon." I rolled my eyes and turned the door knob.

"Don't get murdered." He shouted behind me.

"You wish." I shouted back.

He thought I didn't hear but I heard him say. "You don't have any idea what I wish for."

I didn't know I should be horrified or flustered by that. Probably the former.

    
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Jaehyun was waiting for me near his apartment. He was still scared that his dad will flip if he sees me meeting him. I'm sure he will flip but ofcourse he has to suck it up. Too bad Jeon.

"Did you wait for long?" I asked as I got inside his car.

"Yeah I think the food I ate is digested now thanks to you." He started the engine.

"I wasn't that late." I said as I fixed my hair in the rare view mirror. He sighed.

"So how did it go with dad?"

"He begged." I said as a matter of fact.

"He what?" Jaehyun was surprised.

"He got on his knees and begged for me to come back after leaving me in the middle of nowhere."

"Wait..." He looked confused. "Dad did it?"

"Why yes." I said making eye contact with him. "Like a good person I forgave him though."

"And dad did it all just because you met me?" He was genuinely shocked.

"Why are you so shocked? I'm sure he used to get this jealous over your mum too. Didn't he?"

His mouth was hanging open. He nodded indicating no. "He never did that."

"Oh." Was all I could say.

So why did he do that with me? I must be overthinking there's no way he feels something different about me. I am just his fan who has the purpose to make him happy. Nothing more. Nothing less. But one part of me hoped that he does feel a little different. I sighed. Probably in my next life I could stay with Jungkook forever. Till than like Time said even if I am his soulmate "us" can never happen.

"You're zoning out." Jeahyun brought me back to reality.

"Sorry." I muttered.

"You know when mom got married with him. I was furious. Like damn furious. I haven't even moved on from the grief of loosing a father and she already married a rich snob. I couldn't tell you how much I hated him." Jaehyun said. "I hated him so much that I literally made a hate account about him and trolled him online."

I shot a look at him.

"But well after a few months when I saw mom was happy I regretted my decision. I deleted that page and never told anyone about it."