The Dawn ||J•Jk

truth untold

We both made our way towards the grave.I looked at him. His hands grew cold. Colder than usual. I rubbed his hands trying to calm him down as we reached there. He gave me a thankful gaze.

"Jeon Ssoyoung
1997-2036"

I left his hand as he approached the grave closer and bend down on his knees to put the flowers. I too bend down and whispered in his ears. His eyes weavered around the grave as if he was having a very hard time focusing. His eyes finally landed on her name.

As if trying to make the contact with her face itself he gave out a smile. A smile full of emotions. An emotion maybe I could never ever achieve. The emotion of letting go. I put my hands on his shoulder and leaned down. I closed my eyes as I whispered in his ears. "Cry Jungkook. Cry as you wanted to. Cry as much as you can."

I got up and started pacing backwards slowly as his body started shaking as his tears fell down for the first time in five years.
I couldn't take it anymore and ran away from that spot as fast as I could. I stand behind a huge tree. I could see Jungkook still on his knees. Probably still crying. The feeling came again. The dreaded feeling that I felt this morning. I tried to calm myself and closed my eyes. I needed to get this feeling out of my body as soon as I can. I needed help. Then I remembered. Prof J. He can help me.

"Time?" I called out to no one and closed my eyes as the wave of anxiety hit me again. This time harder.
A fimiliar whiff of wind made me open my eyes.

"Hey there Adi." Time said smiling at me.

"Time..." I said. "What's happening to me?"

He gave me a faint smile. "Nothing's happening to you Adi. Nothing."

I clutched my heart again. "Then why..."

He shook his head. A teardrop fell from my eyes. I didn't mean to cry. I was meant to be strong for Jungkook but the tears that were flowing was a non stop drops of sadness.

"Tell me time. Tell me. Anything. Anything to take this feeling away from my heart please Time."

He held me by my shoulders and said. "Look at me Adi."

I had a hard time focusing on his eyes. Finally landing upon his kind ones I was able to relax a bit. "You're okay now?" He said gently.

"A bit yeah." I said honestly. "What just happened?"

"I guess there's no point hiding it now." He sighed and removed his hands from my shoulder.

I stood there dumbfounded. "What are you hiding?"

"Sometimes soulmates are not supposed to be together. Sometimes they never meet. Sometimes they meet in a bizarre way. They end up in a bizarre way. They love you in a weird way that they don't have any explanation on." He said crossing his arm.

"Okay?" I said. "Why are you saying it to me?"

"Oh it's simple." He grinned. "You're Jungkook's soulmate."

What?

What the fuck?

Me?

"Come again?" I said unable to process the fact.

"You. Are. Jungkook's. Soulmate." He said nonchalantly as if it was the most normal thing in the world.

"Are you hearing yourself?" I said. "He's a fucking celebrity for God's sake and he's married to...." I gulped painfully. "Someone else."

"So? Doesn't celebrities have soulmates?" He asked.

"But-"

"My dear Adi." He came closer and hugged me."Why do you think you used to cry every morning back home? Why do you think you were happy whenver he was happy? Cried whenever he was sad? Why do you think you were anxious from this morning?"