“No… Wait… Thanks for protecting me… that day…” I say wiping the last tears of my face and I feel my left eye hurts. I realized I hadn’t thanked him for defending me against Eric. I don’t like the guy but what he did for me was nice and my morals told me to thank him.
“Oh god your eye… what happened to you? And yeah I just couldn’t… stand how he was acting about you.” He says sounding worried.
“I felt on his fist.” I snap sarcastically. “What do you think that happened? And like… I’m used to Eric… he is just doing this because of his issues… and I’m telling you this while I barely know you?”
“It’s okay.” He says comforting. Wait what I didn’t mean that last part apologizing? Before I can say something he continues.
“Can’t the guy just leave you alone why does he needs to hurt you?”
I pull up my shoulders.
“He…I…” Oh wait what the hell do I want to tell him? I don’t even know if I can trust him. His face looks like he is reading my mind as he says.
“You can trust me. I wont tell anyone no one likes me here because I’m…yeah uuhm let’s say different.” He says and before I notice he’s sitting next to me wiping my smeared make up away. I don’t know why I let him do this but in my vulnerable situation I let him go his way. He isn’t that bad looking. I mean the excessive use of eyeliner kind of suits him. Why the hell am I thinking this shit? I shake the thoughts of off me but then I ask him.
“Why are you different? I don’t know why they don’t…” I stop a minute to think about what I’m going to say. “Don’t like you… I mean… you’re a nice guy for as far as I know. Maybe you just should get to know a girl before randomly kiss her.” I finally decided to mock, in a way it makes me more comfortable. He gives me a cute sideways smile like he is biting his lip but I’m not sure.
“Well look at me I’m the only guy here wearing make up and having a piercing... I have a different style you know. Besides I shouldn’t even be here anymore I’m already 18 but they just think I’m to stupid. And well erhm thank you.” He says scratching his neck nervously. But just as I thought he dropped his question he adds.
“But why would he try to hurt you?”
“Well ehm… He like always did… and like threatened me…” I tell him obviously trying to avoid the question. He apologizes straightaway for asking too much. I guess he took a wise decision there. Then he gently asks me how my eye is doing. I give him a smile and tell him that he is asking me stuff again but also that anyhow the pain will come tomorrow.
“Well that definitely needs some ice you better go to a teacher…but not now… uuh… I mean… don’t go already… you’re the first one that talks to me and acts normal.” I’m kind of flattered with his words. They should make me blush but I deny the feeling.
“Ok. I don’t really need ice right now. And I like your piercings, I had one in my lip too like a double ring but I had to take him out of my dad or I could not sleep inside anymore.” I chuckle from the thought of his face.
“Aaww to bad that must have looked nice on you.” He blushes. I should think he is going to far saying this but I don’t. I just smile towards the ground. And I decide to draw the attention away from me.
“Hey uhm… why did you kiss me a few weeks ago when we didn’t even knew each other?” I see him searching for an answer but I add something.
“And like…not… now?” And I look at him questioning.
Wait did I really just say that? Jeez Allie, it must have been to long ago I felt guys’ lips on mine. Damn that shit is addicting.
He looks surprised.
“Well… I… I don’t know…I… just…” He falters. “Can I?” he looks at my lips slightly licking his.
“Hihi… Why not?” I was thinking he was never going to ask the only thing I don’t understand is why I giggled. I just lean towards him. He closes his eyes and I feel his soft lips touch mine, he kisses so carefully I can barely feel his lip ring touching me. I pull him closer and force him to kiss me more heavily. I like it more that way. It feels like the kiss lasts forever but not long enough at the same time. After I open my eyes slowly I feel a bit uncomfortable I don’t know what to do or say next.
“Uuhm well…” I hear him say his voice deeper than before. He stares at the ground while playing with his piercing and scraping his throat.
“Uuhm…I think I have to go…yeah…bye.” I say and walk away cause I don’t know another thing to do. The only thing I hear is a silent bye. I don’t know what it is but while walking away I get a weird empty feeling in my stomach.
As I arrive back into my room I decide to write a note back to my unknown friend.
Dear Mr Idk,
I have to tell you I want to cancel our plans. I completely felt four your offer but I kissed someone today. And I really like him. I think. And I just feel like I can’t just leave him behind. I know it sounds strange I don’t understand myself doing this either.
I really like you too but I don’t know who you are… and like that guy helped me with evil Eric and… I am confused but I still want to meet you. 3 AM tonight at the garbage cans?
Hopefully see you there.
Allie <3
I sneak back into the schoolbuilding to shove my letter under the door of my classroom hoping he will find it before someone else does.
I go back to my room and try to put on some make up to look better but I get desperate soon because I can’t hide my black eye and I will have to explain it to my penning mate. I just put on a large sweater trying to hide as much as possible and go to the garbage cans as agreed. My heart is beating fast I’m nervous to see who I was sharing all my (dirty) little secrets with.
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Teen FictionFantasy of a cast-out girl in a boarding school who get's to know the biggest creep who walks around at the boys' side of school. For the people who want to know on who the characters are based: Colin is in our fantasies based on the colin grey char...