You can call me a creep

Chapter 9

I poker face all the time and let her do her lecture and finally leave. I go to the toilets to black my eyes again. As I put my eyeliner away I hear a girls voice.

“Eric… L…leave me alone!” She shrieks.

It takes a few minutes to realize but the voice I’m hearing is Allie! But I decide to keep silent and continue to listen.

“I know you fucking want me bitch… Damn…you know that creep Collin is saying things that aren’t true… about you…” I hear Eric say.

“What does he say? And leave him alone.” I hear her yell back.

“He says things like you’re a good kisser… and oh you are defending him.” He says I hear anger boiling up in his voice.

“Yea so… we kissed?” She bites back. I terminate I’ve waited long enough and come out of my door as I see Allie been thrown towards me. I catch her as well as possible and she tears herself loose.

“You what!” He screams. His face contracted off disgust.

“He is sweet for me! Nothing like you were or will ever be!” She defends me.

“So you say you didn’t love me heh? ... Well you didn’t say that in bed, did you.” I can’t believe he is still holding on to that same insult all the time.

I see Allie is fighting back tears. I see she can’t find a feedback… This is the first time ever I see Allie struggling to find words.

“Fuck you!” Is all that she can finally bring out. She pushes him back. I grab her and place a kiss on her lips that soon turns into a long comforting kiss. I feel her loosen her tightened muscles in my arms.

As I look up I see Eric looking furious at us.

“The hell so this shit is true.” He stumbles.

“Yeah… so let us be and please die alone.” Allie snaps and gives me a hug.

“Fuck you bitch! Well I’ll think of you when another whore sucks my dick.” Eric shouts and pushes Allie so hard towards me that we fall back in the toilet I came out of. And he walks away angry.

As Allie and I stand in the small shed alone I really need to know.

“I know you don’t want to talk about it but uuhm… did he rape you or something?”

“Well, he kind of did.” She utters and tears start to flow.

“Oh god, I didn’t want you to cry.” I feel a bad person for asking now. Somewhere I hoped he didn’t but he obviously raped her. I feel like killing the piece of shit but Allie is more important now. I need to comfort her and I grab her close to me.

“Worst of all it was my first… He just forced me to… and…” She cries.

“Shush, you don’t need to get all those bad memories back up for me… You deserved so much better for your first…” I try to comfort her. I give her a kiss in her hair and propose to get out of here.

As we stroll a bit together I tell her tonight is the last time I need to clean that room again.

“Which room is it?” She asks with a cute smile. I’m not sure if she is being sarcastic or she is seriously asking this.

“Well you know that room where I putted the letters under your desk. But yeah the janitor is there all the time controlling me…” I decide to answer with a sigh.

“Why is that such a big problem?” She smirks. I can’t help but think of seeing her body that time she got out of her shower and start to blush. I try to hide it by looking down but she saw it.

“Why are you blushing?” She teases.

“Well…uuhm nothing.” I try to smile the question away.

“Come on Collin…” She tries to bribe me. “Tell me…” she keeps placing kisses on me. I can’t stand it, if she keeps doing this I know I’ll give in.

“Well…eeerrrgghhhmmm… Naah it’s nothing.” I try one last time. But then she looks back at me with her typical puppy eyes. Damn I will have to tell her.

“Collin… This is a trust test… I know what you are hiding…”

Shit she already knows? Well she isn’t making a big deal about it so.

“You know?! Well I saw you some nights.” I utter.

“And… Did you like what you saw?” She asks proudly.

“Well… you have a nice body.” I blush.

“What how do you mean?” She looks confused. Was she bluffing when she said she knew what I was hiding? I hope I don’t ruin this but I need to tell the truth.

“Well one day… god why am I telling this…you showered and dropped your towel.” I say as fast as possible to get it off of my chest. “But I wasn’t looking for long as soon as I saw it I turned away.” I justify myself. Her eyes go wide open.

“What! You saw me naked?!” Damn she is mad I knew this would ruin whatever there was between Allie and me.

“No I mean yes…no…only your back.” I feel so bad at the moment as I stood ashamed in the hall.

“It’s okay… I guess.” She says with her head almost ad red as a tomato. But still she looks beautiful with her wild cut up auburn hair. I think I’ve never put so much time/effort in analysing a girl’s hair and other looks.

“You sure? Ok then but I need to go bye.” I give her a kiss on her forehead. I hate to walk away from her like this but I guess this is the right thing to do.

“Wait…uuhm you really liked… what you saw?” She requests kind of unsure.

I turn back around and scratch the back of my neck staring at the ground. I can’t help but smile.

“Well uuhm…” I bite my lip. “Yes… I really did…you’re so pretty.” I’m not even lying. She looks at me less red than a few minutes ago only a cute blush remained on her cheeks. I give her a kiss and we say goodbye.

The last hour before cleaning flies while I think of Allie and finally getting out of this shitty school. As soon as the bell rings I storm out the room to go cleaning. This is my last day and last letter I will send to her so it must be awesome.

I think of my words carefully and start to write.

 Hi Allie,

Well you know it’s me now and it is the last time I can write a letter like this. I really enjoyed the past times.

But yea lets get to the point. I’m running away tomorrow night. Would you come with me? 3 o’ clock at the trash bins. I think I know a place to go. I really need to get out of here I wont survive another week.

So… well if you’re there tomorrow you’re there ok? I really like you Allie and hope you’ll come with me. Hopefully see you tomorrow sweetie hope you had a good night.

C.G.

When I stuck the note on her desk I look out of the window and find her doing the same thing. I smile at her and put my hand on the window. My heart warms as she does the same. I wish I was standing next to her so I could kiss her but I’ll have to do it with the illusion of our hands touching, her soft elegant hands. It was the first thing I noticed when I first met her. Her long small fingers when she took a drag of her cigarette.

I drag myself out of my thoughts and slowly close my hand and wave at her to say goodnight. As I turn away I see her signing to wait. I look back at the window and see her holding up a paper. I can’t read it entirely but I can read the last words since they are bigger then the rest: night kiss…