Held Captive

Part 95

*dress shop*

Liz: omg! You came back?! And Katrina?!?

Katrina: please don't say anything about it to anyone

You: yeah please... *has Cole Jr in the stroller*

Liz: uh ok! So how can I help you?

You: we need dresses... for my moms wedding... I'm the bridesmaid of honor and I need a burgundy dress

Katrina: and a light red dress...

Liz: I have a burgundy dress your size and a light soft red as well!

You: thank you!

Katrina: ok thanks!

Liz: on the house

You: you sure?

Liz: yes

You: ok I guess

Katrina: so where next?

You: not so sure....

*19th if July
*noon*
You: ok so since your wedding is tomorrow today is your bachelorette party!!!

Katrina: wooo!!

Celia: *gets Sparking apple juice and gives everyone some*

Cassie: congratulations!

Xepher: woooo

Devyn: wish you a happy one!

Tara: yass

Katrina: let's drink!

You: *laughs*

Mel: be ware I may look like a mess tomorrow

Everyone: *drinks the sparkling apple juice*

Your mom: thank you

Everyone: no problem!

You: I have a surprise for you mom

Your mom: what?

You: come in!!!!

Your mom: BRIT?!?

Brit: (aka your moms best friend since 6th grade) LINDA??!

Your mom: *runs and hugs Brit* how?!? I thought you lived in Europe

Brit: well your daughter told me and I had to come

Your mom: wow... we need to catch up

Brit: yes

You: both of you go out and catch up!

Your mom: thank you mjia

You: no problem mom *goes and feeds Cole jr*

*later*
*12 am*
You: *wakes up crying/ sobbing* *gets up from bed and changes into a hoodie and Sweats and gets up and drives somewhere*

Colleen: mommy?

*3 am*
*beach*

You: *sits underneath Boardwalk* *cries* where are you?

???: don't you know it's late to be out here alone? Unless you're a hooker

You: if it's too late why are you here too? *sniffs* and I don't care anymore even when I should

???: what's wrong?

You: *sighs* I love this guy but not like that like.... family.... and it's been months now and he hasn't called or texted back and I really need him..... we've been the bestest friends since we were born so that's why I need him... he knows everything about me and my family and my problems and now that he left it feels exactly how it was back then when my life was shit too.... and I've been in a coma for 2 months and stuff but last month was when I woke up from it and I missed a lot of stuff and I can't cope with anything anymore. I have way to much to think about. And my moms getting married again and I've been busy helping her with it and then I was busy with my friends and family and kids and it's all overwhelming for me and my mental health is shit now.... *sobs* I just want to make it stop and stop hurting but every time something bad happens.... and I just got the call my Rapist is out and is somewhere....