Poems to forget the first... And the last

Your Decision

We talk and laugh
But I don't know if we walk on different paths.
People tell me to be aware to choose my lover
And I believed that you would be clever.

But no, you chose my path to fall
When I thought you were just drinking that alcohol.

Making a fool out of me was a mistake!
Even though I lied like a snake.
I couldn't allow you to discover
My feelings for you that were yet to uncover.

I wasn't ready to tell you...
And you told me things I wish were true!

However, the tables will turn.

So don't test me and yearn.

You made your decision to reject,
So why please me and make me accept?

Yes, I still feel the warmth
But I will soon transform

To a great crystal
That no one can defeat with your pistol.