Poems to forget the first... And the last

How do you feel??

I've let out many drops
Just to grow my children to healthy crops.
Many praises the only customer gives me
And yet I believed that we both could be.

Until those unexpected things
Came over to me with warnings.
Even though others believed
I hesitate and say that we are nothing.

Even thought your friend said the possible truth
I just saw many lies from those eyes youth.
You just worry,
Worry while I'm here crying with these eyes that are now blurry.

I don't even know if we were even meant to be
But in my heart and soul, I long for that "we"

I plan to say
But this is now my faith...

I am touched knowing that you care
But these memories will soon flare...

I too feel the same

If you tell me the real truth with no shame.

But

I'll let you go.

Because I don't care how I fall down low.

You can ignore me, stab me, and betray me

Because after this I will be the only one saying....

"Sayonara
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.

To the first and final love forever."