Tears
Rivers running down my face.
They don't stop now
Too many to hold in any more.
As I'm hit by the truth I break
It may seem silly to some but if you were me,
You'd know it hurts.
I've never known the truth to be this painful before
To bring this many tears
And as I sit here and cry
I wonder
Why.
I know I'm not the only one
But why does it have to hurt so damn much
With no one to run to
No one to turn to
No one who can soften the blows
I lay here and I take it
I take all of this crap and I just can't anymore.
No more of this can I stand
Tears cascading down my face now
It's hard to see.
Everything is just a mess
And as far as I know no one can help.
People who know don't do anything.
People who don't won't get the full story.
People who don't care....
Well that's the least of my worries.
You may have heard the things I've done
But none of you truly know what I've been through.
These tears I cry aren't for nothing
They aren't for petty pain that will disappear in a day.
These tears are real.
Reflecting the pain inside.
Inside of me.
Fat drops of salty tears falling to the ground.
Standing tall isn't me anymore.
I'm breaking.
Broken.
There's no one there to fix me.
No one there to dry my tears.
Tears that will never stop.
A/N: sorry that I kinda disappeared for ages but I've had a lot of drama in my life and its been hard. Thank you all for sticking with me even though I've been a pain with not uploading :). Hope to update ASAP!!!
Plum sugar dumplings for all :)
Rebecca xx
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PoëzieLook this is kinda personal for me okay so if you don't like it or you think it's crap, fine. Don't read it! Honestly I don't give a damn about what people think anymore. I've taken enough bull in my life and you know what? I can't take it anymore...