𝐄𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐋 ┆ᵗᵒᵐᵐʸ ᵗᵘᵇᵇᵒ ᵖˡᵃᵗᵒⁿⁱᶜ ᵒⁿᵉˢʰᵒᵗˢ

nightmare

TW// mentions of abuse, self hatred

➳༻❀☕❀༺➳

Tubbo let out a loud gasp, bolting up into a sitting position at the same time. His breathing was uneven and his eyes were darting from one point to another, examining his room as sweat that has built up on his forehead now ran down to his cheeks. His eyes began to water. Tommy? Where's Tommy? He thought. He thought but couldn't bring himself to say it out loud. In fact, he couldn't talk at all. It felt as if he were to try and say anything, It'd just come out as a broken sob. So he just sat there, crying and helpless. He hated himself for being so vulnerable. One part of him screamed at him stop it Tubbo. Pull your shit together. It's over. He's gone. You're not a fucking kid anymore. While the other one was desperately trying to convince him that he's still a child in development, and that he needs comfort...all of that darted back to Tommy. His blonde haired best friend. The only one who could calm him down. The brunette carefully pushed the covers of him, grabbing hold of his bee plushie.

He tried to get out of his bed, but once he stepped out, his shaky legs gave up on him, making Tubbo fall down with a thud. Tears kept coming out of his eyes as his small frame shook. He hugged the bee plush tighter, Tommy's name repeating itself in the brunette's overworked mind. He wanted to get to his best friend. He had to, but he just physically couldn't.

𝐓𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐲'𝐬 𝟑𝐫𝐝 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧 𝐏𝐎𝐕

Maybe it was just his paranoid mind, but he swore he heard a faint thud, and couldn't help but feel like it came from Tubbo's room. The blonde carefully and silently made his way through the hall, stopping in front of a door with a sign on top which read 'Tubbo'. He was about to knock, but something startled him. He heard weeping noises from inside...sobs...they had to be sobs. Tommy's eyes widened as he opened the door, only to find his best friend on the floor, sobbing his heart out. Tommy dropped to his knees, quickly but carefully pulling Tubbo close to him. "Hey, Tubbo! Calm down it's okay....I'm here now, don't worry." Said the blonde as his fingers ran through Tubbo's soft hair.

Tubbo continued to cry, but he seemed to calm down, partly at least. "T-Tommy...I- saw..h-him again.." Tommy tilted his head in confusion, as he slowly pulled away, but kept his hands on Tubbo's shoulders. "Saw who? Who did you see, Tubbo?" He asked, but regretted it as soon as fresh tears trickled down the brunette's rosy cheeks. Tommy's eyes widened, as he pulled his best friend into another hug. "I'm so sorry Tubbo..." The brunette only shook his head to let his best friend know, that it was okay.

After ten more minutes, Tommy decided that maybe they should go back to bed, but he wasn't planning on just leaving Tubbo, so he picked his smaller friend up, and carried him to his bed. After that, he plopped next to him, causing the both to giggle.

Tommy scooted closer to Tubbo, wrapping his arms around the smaller boy. "If you ever need to talk to me, just know you can, Tubbo." Said Tommy, already half asleep. The brunette only smiled and nodded, nuzzling his face into Tommy's chest, hearing his heartbeat. Tubbo was so glad it was all over, and he could be with Tommy again without having to sneak out with serious consequences if he ever got caught - which he did. It didn't matter now though. He continued to listen to his friend's heartbeat, slowly drifting into a trance, falling asleep within minutes.

Let's just say he didn't have any more nightmares for the rest of the night.

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Oh god this isn't too good I'm sorry TwT either way I hope you somewhat enjoyed.....have a great day/evening/night! Love y'all!