a dauntless love

chapter 20

Tris POV:

I attempt to open my eyes, but the searing wight light blinds me, forcing me to quickly shut them again. I slowly adjust to the bright light and open my eyes. I see a hazy figure in the corner of the room, my vision still a little blurry. Memories come flooding back from a few hours ago. My hand instantly goes to the back of my head where I'm sure I split it. But Instead of a cut, I feel stitches. "Good, you're awake. Let me explain-" the blurry future starts towards me and becomes more distinct. I make out a blue tight dress; Blond hair; glasses; I start to inch away at the realisation of who it is. But surprisingly I cant. I look down and find I'm strapped to an upright reclinable table, with leather straps holding me down. "You are here because you are divergent. You took Four away when we tried to test him, and I didn't get all the information I needed." She says matter-of-factly. I struggle against my restraints. "You will stay here until you give birth. Then we will test the child. Because it is, I believe, going to be divergent, given its parents." What she says enrages me. I may have not have come to terms yet with the fact that I am pregnant, or that in 9 months I will be a mother, and I haven't met my baby yet. I am 100% certain, I shore as hell wont let Jeannine near my baby EVER! I spit in her "you will never touch my baby, you can go to hell and FUCK OFF!" I shout at her. She just shakes her head. And walks away through the door. I feel a needle being injected into my neck, making me flinch. All of a sudden i know what they injected me with as the serum starts to take effect. Fear simulation. You got this Tris.

*** (in sim)***

I enter into my fear simulation, I know whats going to come and I can handle it.

***(time laps to her last fear, cos I'm lazy)***

Im sweeting and my breath hitches. Ive gone through all of my fears, and I'm no longer scared of intimacy. I should be out of the simulation by now, whats going on? I look around and I'm in a different room. Im sitting on my couch, in my apartment. The door opens and Tobias walks in. He Grimaces at the sit of me, "you'r not worth my time" he spits, and I feel my hart shatter inside of me. "What was I thinking going out with you? Your nothing but a a scrawny little girl who looks like she's 12! You have nothing to offer me." He growls. The pain in hart stings, like a thousand knifes are slowly slicing me open. I feel tears well up in my eyes, and the pain I feel moves down to my stomach. I feel like I have just been punched with the force of a recking ball. I look down, and blood starts to trickle down my legs. It's slow, then it gushes. I feel like dyeing. The pain is unbearable. I know whats happening. Im having a miscarriage. I let the tears stream down my face as I sink to the floor, trying to ease the pain. I lay there, in more pain then I ever thought possible. The love of my life doesn't care for me anymore, I'm loosing my baby, and I'm all lone. I repeat this in my head a few times until it clicks. This isn't real. Tobias would never say those things to me, I know I'm not going to loose my baby, I'm barely a week in. There wouldn't be that much blood, and I have people all around me, that love and support me, like Chris, Uriah, Will, Mar and Lynn and the rest of the gang. I close my eyes shut, willing the simulation to end.

 I stay like that for a few seconds before opening my eyes again to see that I am no longer surrounded by blood, I am not in my apartment, I am in erudite. no longer strapped to a table, to my surprise. Looking into his deep blue ocean eyes, that are filled with concern.

*** page brake*** 

Tobias POV:

I jump off the train and run strait to Erudite. I know were they have taken her, because thats were they took me. I don't bother to go meet them because I know jeanine would never wait to start testing on Tris. Tris got three factions for her aptitude test, something unheard of. I run into Erudite and head for the elevator. Dodging everyone I see or try to stop me. They don't understand that the person. The ONLY person, I have ever loved is being tested on by their leader to fill her greed for knowledge, so she can wipe out all divergents. Their elevators are quicker than the ones in dauntless, so it only takes a matter of seconds for me to reach the 100th floor. I rush out and look in every room. I get to room 64 and burst the door open. Memories come flooding back from the last time I was hear. The serums, the fears, the torture they put me through. I snap myself out of it and my eyes land on Tris; tied to a reclining metal table, restrained by leather straps. I don't know how to react. She's not moving, but she's breathing. Her face contorts and I hear a scream, her scream, but her mouth doesn't move. I look over to see a giant flat screen, showing Tris's fear simulation. "interesting. Make notes" I hear her say to her fellow scientists. Jeannine. I am suddenly filled with rage. How could she do this to Tris. She already tested on me. It was torturous. I don't even want to know what she has done to Tris. "Oh! It seems we have a visitor" she says. In that second, the image of Tris being pocked and prodded with needles, her being kidnaped TWICE and being abused flashes before my eyes. I turn to Jeannine. I feel like my blood is on fire and all I want to so have Tris safely in my arms were I know she will be safe. "Jeannine" I growl in a low threatening voice. "Everyone in this room can either leave or die. You are responsible for this. I would leave before I change my mind" I death glare daggers at all the scientist in the room. They look petrified and scurry out the room, as they should, not thinking twice about their leader, Jeannine. Once they are all out I walk in and slam the door behind me. I don't break my glare form jeannine as I walk towards her. She takes a small step back. I am less than arms distance from her now and I take the opportunity. I grab her by the throat and shove her above the wall. "WHY!" I yell at her. I wait for her answer but receive nothing by a smirk. "WHY I SWERE TO GOD JEANNINE! WHY IS IT SO IMPORTANT THAT YOU TORCHER US?! HUA? I WANT TO KNOW!" I yell angrily. Her face is starting to go read now, but I don't care. She was the one that put Tris through that pain and she was the one that tested on me. She can go to hell and rot in flames for all I care. I want her gone. "Y-you don't understand" she gets out between gulps for air "no. your right. I don't understand. So please. Explain" I growl "will you let me go if I tell you?" She asks, trying to break my grip form her neck. 'For an erudite she really is stupid.' I think. "yes. now. Spill" I spit at her. Her eyes are now bodging out of her head and has gone more pail than a ghost. She begins to open her mouth when to body people rush in. no. Eric and... A-and Marcuse. 'What the bloody hell is he doing here?' I think. "Four, don't do something stupid. Put jeanine down" Eric warns. I glare at them, then shrug in agreement. I through Jeannine at them, making them all fall down. Jeannine is out cold with blood rushing from her head. She's gone. She's dead.