a dauntless love

chapter 14

Tobias POV:

When I wake up, I'm lying on a cold metal table. I try to get up but can't, Im tied to the table. I pull harder at my restraints and let out a grunt of frustration as I thrash around in my restraints. "My, My, what do we have here" I hear a cold voice say, the sound makes my blood boil and sends a shiver down my spine. I know that voice. Jeanine steps into the room. "Know, let's make this easy, I'm going to inject you with the fear serum, I'm shore you're familiar with what I'm talking about, and while you're under I will do a CT scan on your Brian to see how it works. Understood?" She explains with a forced calmness edging her words "Where's Tris" Is all I say. She had footage of her with Marcuse, beating her. The scene replays behind my eyes and it takes all my effort not to cry. "I think you know where she is." Jeanine states matter-of-factly. I swear when I get my hands on jeani-, My thoughts are cut off by a slight pinch in my neck. I look over to who injected me. It's the boy from the front desk, Caleb. I spot the needle in his hands and he places it back gown on a tray full of needles with different coloured serums in them. They're going to test me with all of them. My eyes widen at the site of them. Next to the them is another try full of surgical equipment. I feel panic rising up inside of me. Then I feel the table start to role, I look to were its going, and who is pushing it. Caleb it pushing the table towards a Large Cylinder Machine shine with a small hole in the middle for a body. I have to go in there. No No No No No! As they start to put me in the machine I start to thrash. I refuse to be put in a confined place for there amusement. The thrashing doesn't do me any good. They lower me into the machine and then close it. My breath hitches and I feel like I'm about tp puck. My eyes start to get heavy, the simulation is starting to take effect. This is going to be horrible. My eyes close.

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I open my eyes, but I know I'm in a simulation and I know that I'm actually in erudite and people are watching me as I do this. I take in my surroundings. I'm in a dark room. It looks like abnegation, but not. Then a cone of white blinding light flicks on. I look away so my eyes can adjust. When I look back, I see a girl strapped to a char. No, not just some girl, Tris, My Tris. I look into here eyes, she's covered in cuts and buses. Her normally sharp sparkly eyes are dull with pain. She see's me, "TOBIAS!" She shouts, then her eyes widen as she see's something be, "..................Run" she whispers. I jump around and see him with a belt. He walks towards us slowly, and raises his hand. I back up towards Tris. He did this to her, I can feel the ager boiling up in side of me, he did this to her. He pushes me out of the way, I fall to the floor. He wipes Tris with his belt, as she lets out a scream that could shatter windows, tears streaming down her face. I pull myself up and through myself at Marcuse. Tackling him to the ground I grab the belt from his hands and through it to the other side of the room. I punch him in the face repeatedly until there is blood covering his face and my knuckles. I look down at what I have done, I wish I could say that I'm sorry, but I'm not, he deserved it. I jump up and run to Tris, her head is bobbing up and down, fighting to stay conscious. I quickly untie her from the char and she falls into my arms, limp. I look at her face, "Tris..." I whisper, shacking her "Tris!" I say for frantic than before. "TRISSSSS!" I yell, my eyes fill with tears. I was too late. I couldn't protecter. This is all my fault.

My eyes snap open, a single tear falls down my cheek. I'm still in the CT scanner. "OIE LET ME OUT" I shout, pissed at them for putting me through that. The machine slowly opens and the table is rolled out. "Interesting" I hear jeanine mumble under her breath.

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Time laps (end of day

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That day they tested me with three other serums, one was a deep read, one a bright neon green, and another a deep blue almost black. They all were fear serums, and it was torcher. I had to go through my fear of heights, shooting an innocent women. And then I had to face Marcus. They shove me into a cell, and through me a pice of bread. I sit down, knowing I'm going to have to go through that again if I don't come up with a plan to get out of here. But my head is clouded with flashbacks from all the fear simulations I went through today and the video that jeanine showed me in the fake meeting she set up. I stand up and punch the wall, I'm so frustrated that I let this happen. Why did this have to happen to us? I sit down on the small, plain bunk in the corner of the cell, and put the my head in my hands. I let out a big sigh and I feel sleep threatening to take me. My body is sore and tiered form all the thrashing and tests today. I lay down and I'm out cold. 

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