a dauntless love

chapter 19

Tris POV:

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I open my eyes slightly, and look for where the noice is coming from.

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I see a hand hit the alarm clock. Tobias pulls his arm back under the sheets and kisses my head. "Good morning hansom" I say with my head lying on his bear chest, "good morning beautiful" I go to sit up but am pulled back down with his arms, embracing me in a hug. "Stay" he whisper. "Baby, I wish I could, but we both have work today" I explain pecking him on the lips. He grumbles and lets me go out of his grasp. I grab one of his shirts from the floor next to the bed, slip it on and skip to the bathroom, grabbing some of my cloths as I pass. I have cloths at Tobiases apartment because I'm almost always here. I have a quick shower, and get dressed into a tight tank top that shows off my tattoo, some skinny jeans and my leather jacket. I put my hair in a messy pony tail and walk out. I walk into the kitchen and find Tobias poring two cups of coffee. I wrap my arms around his waist from behind, "Is that for me?" I yawn, "Here you go, I'm going to have a quick shower, then I can walk you to work" he says, handing me my cup of coffee. "I would like that" I say through another yawn. We sit at the kitchen bench, just enjoying each others company. Tobias gets in the shower once we both finish our coffee, so I decide to do a little makeup. I put mascara, and eyeliner on. I finish quickly and look at the time. 7:45! We are going to be late! "Toby! We are going to be late!" I yell through the door, I hear the shower turn off. I go put my combat boots on, just as Tobias walks out. "Did you just call me Toby?" He gives me a confused smirk. Did I? I don't remember saying that. "Did I?" I ask very bewildered. He chuckles "yes, I think you did." At this I go bright red, which only makes him laugh even more. "Its not that funny" I say pouting, "it kinda is baby" he laughs. I frown playfully, grab his hand and pull him out the door, him still laughing. We head down to the cafeteria, grab a muffin each and walk to my work. We Finnish our muffins by the time we get to the door. "I love you, I'll see you later." I smile, he beams and kisses me on the cheek, "I love you to" he whispers in my ear, making me blush violently. I kiss him strongly on the lips, pulling away quickly, teasing him, and walk in to work. I see him shake his head, and leave towards the control room. That morning I did some sketches and put them up on the tattoo wall for tori to confirm, I did a few tattoos on some younger dauntless, and now I'm in my thoughts thinking about Chris again. I finish the tattoo I was doing and go sit down behind the desk. As I'm about to go sit in the char when I feel a wave of nausea suddenly overwhelm me. I sprint to the bathroom and lock the door behind me. I through up in the toilet and sit on the floor for a minute. Why do I feel sick all of a sudden? I stand up and fix my hair, and splash my face with water. I rinse my mouth out and go back. Tori aproches me but a customer asks her something pulling her away, she gives me a look of 'are you ok?' I nod but it's weak and she can tell. I go sit in front of the desk and suddenly I feel much better. I don't feel sick anymore. What the hell? I think. Tori come's over to me a few minutes later, and gives me that look a mother gives sick child when they are lying. "Whats wrong" she asks, all serious. Toris been like my mother since I chose dauntless, I don't know what I would have done without her, so I think she deserve to know, even though I hate admitting when I'm sick. "I was sick" I say simple, but not meeting her eyes. "Go home" she tells me "I can handle it here with Bud. You need to rest." I don't bother arguing, I can tell she's serious. I just nod, stand up and grab my stuff. "Thank you Tori" I say giving her a small smile. She shrugs and gestures for me to leave. I walk out and start to head home. I'm almost at my apartment, I can see the door, but I run into Chris. "Hey!" She beams. I nod. "Whats wrong" she asks frowning, and taking my arm and leading me to my apartment door. "well..." I open my door, we both walk in and I plop on the couch and Chris closes the door behind her. "I was at work right. And suddenly I got really nauseous, and had to puke. So I ran to the bathroom and through up. But when I went back out of the bathroom, I felt fine. Like I hadn't just puked!" I explain exasperated. Her face drops, and says to me "I will be back in five minutes, I'm just going to pick something up real quick" raising her eyebrows at me. "Ok?" I answer confused, what would she possible be getting?

Christina POV:

Oh my god. Is she? No, she couldn't be! But it is possible. I'll go got a test. "I will be back in five minutes, I'm just going to pick something up real quick!" I say too Tris, raising my eyebrows. She looks confused, "ok?" With that I run out the door. I go to the chemist and pick up a pregnancy test. I pay and run back. "Hey Chris!" Tris waves as I walk in the door, her eyes land on the little paper bag in my hand. "So what is is?" She looks even more confused now. "Tris, this is important. Did you and Four do I little... addition, multiplication?" She goes bright red, "CHRIS!" She shouts. I hold in a laugh, she's funny when she gets like this. Then her eyes wides "no." is all she says. I give her a sad look and nod "you don't really think..." she stops herself. "Hand me the bag" emotionless, she takes the bag from my hands, and walks into the bathroom. I walk in after her. We read the instructions and wait.

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"Ok times up" we both look at each other and slowly turn to the small stick that is sitting on the sink. Tris takes a big deep breath and grabs it with her eyes closed. She turns it so I can see, with her hand over her face. "What does it say? I don't want to look." Worry in her voice evident. I look at the symbol, there is a big plus symbol on in. I don't know what to say... so instead I say something that will lighten the mood. "Well... our kids will be friends?" I giggle. Tris looks at me, she gives me a weak smile that slowly turns into a frown. Her eyes get watery and she sinks to the ground. She puts her hands in her head and she starts to cry softly, still holding the test. I get down on my knees and hug her. Now I'm crying. We sit there for what feels like forever, just holding each other, crying, untill Tris breaks the silence. "But- but we used protection, we..." I pull her in closer to me, and cut her off. "Protection isn't a 100% thing, condoms break, the pill doesn't always work." I say stroking her hair. I know exactly how she feels. This was me two days ago. I wasn't shore if I could handle it, I'm still not. I didn't know how to tell Will, or how he would take it. I just... didn't know! "We'll get through this together" I tell her. She brakes away. "I know you've got my back, and I have yours. But, how am I going to tell Four?" she says quietly. I honestly don't know. I wan't shore how I was going to tell Will, it just came out. And only because Mar asked a question about kids at Candour or Dauntless! "Tris... I really don't know" I tell her honestly. She looks at me with sad eyes, "We're only 16, how are we going to do this?"

"I don't know Tris. I don't know." I look back at her, then my eyes skim to the clock. "OH NO! IF I DON"T GET BACK TO THE BOUTIQUE THEY ARE GOING TO FIER ME!" I yell. I'm working until I'm three months pregnant. I hug Tris, "It's going to be ok. I know it" I whisper to her then leave. I close the door behind me and head out.

Tris POV:

"I can't look" I say to Chris. She's silent for a minute then, giggles "Well... our kids will be friends?" I try to smile, but I cant hold it and I slowly frown and start to cry. I sink to the floor and put my head in my hand. How did this happen? I feel Chris hug me, I'm so grateful for her. I don't know what I would do without her. I hear her start to cry too. I just keep thinking how did this happen? Over and over in my head. "But- but we used protection, we..." I stammer but am cut off by Christina "Protection isn't a 100% thing, condoms break, the pill doesn't always work. We'll get through this together." I pull away. "I know you've got my back, and I have your's. But, how am I going to tell Four?" Making shore to use his nickname. I know she doesn't have an answer, she's in the same boat as I am. "Tris... I really don't know." She honestly tells me. "We're only 16, how are we going to do this?" Asking another question. "I don't know Tris. I don't know." She looks from me to the the clock then screeches "OH NO! IF I DON"T GET BACK TO THE BOUTIQUE THEY ARE GOING TO FIER ME!" She hugs me then whispers getting up, "It's going to be ok. I know it." Then she leaves. I am still sitting on the bathroom floor, and thats pathetic. I take a few deep breaths to calm myself down and stand up. I put my hair up in a pony tail and walk out of the room. As I walk out, the door opens, revealing Eric and the women I hate most. Jeannine. She smirks at me then looks at the positive pregnancy test I am holding. Eric snickers as jeanine says one thing before all hell breaks loose. "This shall be fun."