Seek

Happiness

"It's hurt but it's okay that's love..."

"But did you deserve that pain for loving someone?" 

"If in pain there's love so it's worth it isn't it?" 

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SING'S POINT OF VIEW

"Sing what takes you so long? Malelate tayo sa flight natin pa hawaii." I heard Khryz yell at me. I'm still inside the bathroom. Actually, I'm done taking a shower. I just forgot my underwear.

"Khryz..." I opened the bathroom door and took a peek.

"Why?" He looks worried at the same time irritated. Gusto kong tawanan ang itsura niya.

"I forgot my underwear can you give it to me ?" He nodded and went to my closet.

"What the! Sing why your brief has a lot of turtle print?" Itinaas niya pa ang underwear ko at tinitigan ang print ni'to.

"What's wrong? It's cute though." 

"Your taste is... Never mind. Here."

"Thank you, I love you wife." I giggled as I said that.

"SING!!" I immediately close the door before he can throw something at me.

"I'm not your wife. You are the wife." I chuckled.

"BUT I'M TOP YOU'RE BOTTOM!" I shouted back. I heard his tsk. Paglabas ko nakasimangot na Khryz ang bumungad sa 'kin.

"Thank God. Natapos ka rin."

"Let's go. Our flight will be an hour from now," he added. But stop when I remember something. 

"Wait..." Tinignan niya ako nang puno ng pagtataka.

"What?" I handed him my phone. His eyebrows furrowed. 

"Take a video of me first."

"What video?"

"A video na ipapanood mo sa 'kin if I don't remember everything. Just a short clip." I saw a glimpse of sadness in his eyes that's why I avoided his gaze. I don't want to see it.

"S-sure..." I smile at the camera and say everything that I need to say to myself. After that, I immediately hugged Khryz who's in tears right now.

"Shhh... I love you," I kiss his forehead. He nodded.

"I love you too."

"Let's go, wife."

"Sing!" I intertwined our hands.

*****

"Where are we going tomorrow?" Khryz asked. He's playing in my chest. We just arrived in Hawaii an hour ago and were now in the hotel where he and stayed before but now we are in room 347. I play with his hair.

"In any place as long as I'm with you."

"You love me that much ha!" Khryz said. I turned at him. I'll never get tired of looking at him like this. 

"I love you so much. I love you since we are young." He looked at me shocked. 

"What?" I smiled at him.

"I have had a crush on you since we are young until it becomes love."

"So you are gay since then." I flicked his forehead. He frowned. 

"Ouch! What that's for?"

"I'm not gay, Khryz. You? Are you gay?" Umiling 'to.

"See. Love is nothing to do with gender. It is a feeling that you cannot control." That's the misconception of love. It's a feeling not all about gender.