Dear God,
I am not going to cry. I have many years until I will give part of my world away to the man that You give me, and I know I have to hide my love away for my husband that already has part of my heart. I don't know who it is, but I will be ready any day. I am willing to wait for the day when I will give my name away and stick little white flowers up in my hair. I am a princess and I will always be a daddy's girl. Wether I am with You Father, King, Majesty or I am holding my Earth dad close to me, I will always give You both my Butterfly Kisses when I feel they are needed. I have no idea what I did to deserve any of this. Your love in the morning.... Or Butterfly Kisses at night. I will always be that little girl deep inside and I will never forget the wonderful moments we had together.
As the clock strikes midnight... As the cap is thrown.... As I leave the nest.... I will never forget those happy moments. They were gone in a blink of an eye, but I hope we never let them go. I love all of my daddies. Both my Heavenly and on Earth. Even if I leave it will only be for a little while. I promise I will be back. I will talk to you often. I will never let go. I love you.
Everyday I am waiting for the day when you will allow the other man in my life to allow me to say yes, but for now YOU are the only man in my life. I want you and only you. I do not wear a crown on my head, but I am your little princess as I will always be. You do not wear a physical crown, but you are my King, Father. There will never be another. You have my heart and hope you treasure it forever.
I do not know how I deverve your love every morning... and butterfly kisses at night. I will cherish these small moments because I can never relive them. I can replay them in my mind and I will keep them under lock and key. Like the way you dance with me at the dance, or give me a smile during the tough times. You look at the dress I wore to my first dance. You saw my first (modest is hottest) swimsuit I wore that summer. You saw my long hair that I tried to make 'Picture perfect" only for it to turn into a frizz right before the big flash. You did not care and loved it anyway. I nit picked at my sport picture because it wasn't "up to code" but it took you five minutes to find it. I do not even think you found it anyway. You say I have my grandma's smile, and my momma's long brown hair. I sometimes wish I could change, but you say stay the same. My most favorite memmories are when you make me laugh. When we mess around and not even care what others think. I act silly and say THE WORST jokes, but you laugh anyway even if I go on... and on... and on... and on. I will never forget those memories. I will never forget those memories.
This chapter is for both my Heavenly and Earthly Fathers... I love them both, and until my "one" that MY man allows for me to have more precious memories with.. I will hide my love away for the right time and place for them. I am not afraid to say that I love THIS moment in time! I want to savor every moment that my Father will give me. I love them <3<3<3<3
Love Your Daughter ❤️
Love Your Little Princess 👑
~Melody💚~
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