The Birth of Wisdom

chapter 9 NEED EDIT

DO NOT JUDGE ME, THIS CHAPTER WAS NOT EDITED, I'M SLEEPY AND SICK, Y'ALL GETTING IT 2 DAYS EARLY SO BE THANKFUL! -ENJOY

Karleynah's POV

Going on three weeks. Three fucking weeks since I've set eyes on my girl, my children godmother, my sister, my best friend, and my ride or die. I just want to see that smile again, hear her laugh, and talk to her. When I'm going through things she's the only person that I can and will talk to.

She's the only female I trust besides my family, and believe me, I don't trust all of my family members. Right now I'm going through the most. Since my dumb ass baby daddy popped up at my house unexpected the twins have been asking about him nonstop. They want to know his name, why isn't he around, does he love them, why doesn't he live with us. All sorts of things and I am tired of it. I love my kids, God knows I do, but it's tiresome hearing that all day everyday. I wish I never got pregnant by him, I don't regret my kids, I just wish they had a father that was around, a father that actually gave a fuck.

I know for sure he doesn't care, he's just trying to move up in my damn house and have somebody to fuck but I ain't going for that bullshit. Not at all.

Bobby has been a round a lot the past few months and we've hung out a couple of times, not like an official date or anything, just out as friends. He's asked for a date, and asked to try to peruse being more than just friends, but I just don't know how I feel about that. I was planning on talking to Azure about it, but never did get the opportunity. I made a pros and cons list for Bobby and the pros definitely out way the bad, but I'm still confused and unsure of what I actually want or need to do. Khyra and Khyrin have met him and the love him, and he adores them both. He even calls Kyhra princess, which she really loves. She swears when he comes over it's just to see her. This man bought her the biggest dollhouse I've ever seen in my life, I had to rearrange her damn bedroom just to fit it in because she cried to hand it in her room and he, of course gave in. Since he got her something he knew he had to buy Khyrin something all he got him a nerf gun set, and new video games. He spoils them but for good reasons. They get happy faces everyday, all week he gets them a surprise every Friday afternoon.

He's so sweet to me and by kids, but something keeps holding me back. Something keeps telling me to just wait until I know it's right, wait until I'm completely 100% sure that this is what I want. As handsome, intelligent, as he is, I'm not sure. I refuse to least him on knowing my heart not in it, I can't do him like that, he deserves better.

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Kennard's POV

I finally got in contact with Rico and he was definitely pissed off at me and Jr for not contacting him sooner, but fuck him, oh well, he'll just have to get over it. Everything has been perfect. Azure believed my lies and she's been actually cooperating with me.

I no longer have her handcuffed to a chair, she walks around freely. She cooks and cleans and watches tv, as if everything is okay. She said that Jr looked familiar but I told her that was just because he went to college with us and she didn't ask and further questions just said okay and let it go. We still haven't had sex and as much as I want, I don't want to fuck you and have her acting all crazy again. I'm okay because I've been having sex with one of the girls that lives next door. I think Azure knows but then again, I don't really care if she does or not, she'll be okay, I guess.

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A/N:
Short filled chapter. Just a chick update on Boss & Kennard. Comment, vote, and share! -Beautiful_Storm