daisuki || haikyuu oneshots

terushima yūji || jersey

terushima x reader

fluff/slight angst

she/her

{warning: mention of body image and
eating disorders}

dating the terushima yūji was a challenge, to say the least.

with his flirtatious attitude, fangirls, and volleyball commitments it was near impossible and many had given up in the past.

the volleyball captain had taken an interest to you in his first year after seeing you surrounded by friends. he still swears that your smile that day is the most beautiful thing he had ever seen- and he loves to remind you. eventually, as you both moved into your second year, he gathered the courage to confess with you, of course, accepting.

to him you were stunning. sure many pretty girls would follow him around the school and approach him on the street, hoping to get his number but nothing could beat you. every roll, scar, stretch mark and pudge made you unique to him and as he said only 'gave him more of you to love.' despite his encouraging words and the passionate way he likes to remind you of his love you can't help but feel insecure with your looks.

many of the other girls surrounding him had perfectly smooth skin and a large gap between the thighs where yours were filled with fat. their fingers were long and skinny while yours were chubby. their arms toned while yours jiggled slightly when you moved them.

knowing how attractive your boyfriend is and the reputation he holds, the dark thoughts refused to stop rising to the surface, soon to be shown to everyone.

terushima loves watching you cheer him on during games, despite the fact you tell him that cheering so loud is embarrassing he can't help but love how hard you try. he grabs your hand and pulls you on the bus behind him, practically shoving you on the seat beside him so he can wrap his arm around you. being captain of the team he used this power to bring you to every game and trip the volleyball team went on as he always wanted you by your side, to show you off to the opponents.

"hey, can you wear my jersey during the game (y/n)? don't want any guys eyeing up my girl right?"

"i doubt they'd do that, yūji."

"huh?"

before he can fully comprehend what you said, bobata squeezes his hand between the both of you from his seat right behind you, offering you both a bag of chocolates.

"you guys want some chocolate?"

immediately yūji's hand dives into the bag and collects a handful of chocolates. he shoves a couple into his mouth while thanking bobata before seeing you eyeing the bag with sorrow-filled eyes.

"you want some (y/n)?"

"o-oh no i shouldn't really... thank you anyway bobata."

he takes his hand back to his seat and begging to eat them himself while yūji continues to watch you from the side wondering why your behaviour has been so strange recently. your lunch is never finished, you refuse to sit on his lap and won't even wear his jersey to his volleyball games.

your lunch is never finished because eating in front of others is embarrassing. if you eat 'too much' they'll automatically begin judging you in their head, criticising your diet and weight. eating nothing is easier. not only will you be avoiding eating surrounded by others but there's always the chance of losing some weight by neglecting food.