When I wake up I see, you with me /b.e

part 2

Billie's pov:

"Hey babe do u wanna go to this party my friend said he would be glad if you were there"

"what the fuck Zack? No. You know what always happens when we go to any party"

"omg why are u always like this? I promise it's going to be fun. Please bils?" he tries to kiss me but i move away

"No"

"Get dressed we need to be there in 15 minutes"

"Zack i said no"

"Stop being lazy and go get ready" he insists

"Fine" i roll my eyes

I fucking hate him.
I put on some oversized hoodie and pants.

"let's go" i say annoyed

So my stupid boyfriend dragged me into this dumb party i never wanted to go to. There are too many people here. I know people will start recognizing me and asking me for autographs and shit. I only like meeting actual fans who care about me and who don't just come up to me and ask me if we can take a picture so they get a lot of likes. I hate that. i want to meet people that want to talk to me not just take pictures. Ugh. Why can't Zack understand that I'm famous and that i can't just go places he wants to go.
I sat down on some couch putting my hood on trying to be as far from the crowd as i could. I was trying to hide from everyone. I open instagram.

"hi" some random girl comes up to me

i didn't even want to look at her. i ignored her.

"hi?" she repeats thinking i probably didn't hear her.

"what do u want?" i say with my head down clearly not in the mood hoping she won't ask me for a picture.

"um.."

"Look if you're here just for a picture or an autograph you can leave i'm not doing that shit anymore" i said with a resting bitch face

"what? no?" she looked at me like i was stupid

"Then leave I'm really not in the mood" i say annoyed

"Oh I'm sorry to hear that i didn't-" trying to be nice

"i said leave the fuck are you dumb?" i looked at her deadly in the eyes

"uh I'm sorry yes I'll go i just-"

"can you fucking leave me alone?" i yelled back

She stood there for a second and then she left. Finally. I really wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone. I felt bad for her. She was just trying to be nice and i yelled at her. I don't care to be honest.

"hey babe can u come with me so i can introduce you to my friends? come on don't be a lazy bitch stand up let's go" zack comes to me and tries to drag me out of the couch. I hate the nicknames he calls me.

"what did you just fucking call me?" i yell back

"come on baby I'm sorry just come don't be rude were at a party" he looks at me "come"

I stand up and he holds my hand and drags me to the kitchen. Fuck this dude. I'd dump him a long time ago. If i could...

"hi guys so this is my girlfriend Billie y'all probably know her because she's famous" Zack introduced me

"hi" i say quietly looking down

"omg wait we need to let everybody here know that Billie Elish is here" some guy says

"it's Eilish" i say looking him dead in the eyes.

i hate when people say Eilish wrong. It pisses me off even more. and i didn't want him to tell everybody I'm here c'mon dude please don't. Fuck this party i just wanted to be home with my mom.

The guy says "come with me" i just followed him. Fuck everything i guess. At this point it's clearly pointless.

"yo hi everyone! Thanks for coming to my party. Today we have a special guest here. Billie Eilish!"

He finally said Eilish right

"hi everyone" i fake smiled

Everyone started cheering for me. I knew what was the next part. pictures and autographs.

I asked the guy where the bathroom is and i quickly ran there before anyone could talk to me.

I lock myself into one of the bathroom stalls. I just wanted to be alone. I had enough of everything. I can't do this thing with Zack anymore he drags me everywhere without a second thought. He knows how famous i am. We've been dating for a year and a half now. I literally moved in with him. I hate myself for trusting and falling in love with him too fast. The longer you start hanging with him you'll notice he's not the person you thought he is.

I called Finneas. he didn't pick up. i texted him.

Billie: hi fin can u please come to pick me up i am at this party and this guy just introduced me to everyone and now people are probably going to start taking pictures of me and wanting autographs n shit i don't want to be here

I was tearing up. I felt so uncomfortable. God i am such a crybaby. I don't know any of these people. Fuck you Zack. I started to cry quietly when i heard someone come into the bathroom. I fastly wiped my tears and flushed the toilet. They went into the bathroom next to me. I opened the door and went to the sink. I washed my hands and my face. I was looking at myself for a while till someone came out of the bathroom. It was that girl from earlier. She looked at me.

"what?" i said rudely

"sorry i can't believe you are Billie Eilish" she chuckled

"what do u want? are you following me?"

She looked at me like i was stupid again. I hated that look.

"no haha i just came to the bathroom i didn't know you were here sorry" she replied

I just looked at her for a few seconds and then walked out of the bathroom.
my phone vibrated. It was Finneas

Finneas: Billie what are you doing at a party u know u can't just go to parties like that

I wish he understood.

Billie: sorry Zack made me go. i said that i didn't want to go but he just made me go and i couldn't do anything.. Can u please pick me up?

Finneas: Of course just send me the address I'll be there.

Billie: okay here it is: **********

After a while Finneas finally comes to pick me up. There were 2 girls that were actually fans. Others were just taking pictures and videos of me. People were pretty drunk there. I hated that.

"Hey what's up you seem off" Finneas asked me while driving me home

"It's just Zack" i reply

"Is everything okay between you two?"

"Ugh no he made me go to this party, he makes me go everywhere, no matter what i say. I said no multiple times but he would just ignore me" i sighed

"It's going to be okay Bil i can talk to him if you want" Finneas rubbed my back.

"It's okay Finneas you don't need to" i lean my head on the window and close my eyes.