The Forgotten Night (BxB)-COMPLETED

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Epilogo

I WAS IN a dilemma in these past few days after the incident inside the café. And honestly up until now, I can't still move on to that revelation. I did everything to forget that scene, to forget what he said and to forget everything on that day. I wishes that it was just a bad dream, bad dream that will never happen. Pero kahit anong hiling ko, alam kong ito ang katotohanan, katotohanan na pilit kong tinatakbuhan dahil ayaw kong masaktan.

Bakit kailangan ko pang maranasan ang lahat ng ito? Isn't this is too much? First, my family and his family was against with us. Second, my family made me choose, I chose him, but later on, I left him because they threatened me. And lastly, this? Ito ba ang kapalit ng pag-iwan ko sa kanya? Ito ba ang kapalit sa aking sakripisyo? Bakit sakit ang kapalit?

Sa nagdaang araw, wala akong ibang ginawa kundi ang umiyak, wala e, ito nalang ang kaya kong gawin dahil kailanman, hindi na siya magiging akin, hindi ko na siya magiging pagmamay-ari.

Siya ang dahilan ng pagkawasak ng puso ko noon, at nakakatawa lang isipin na siya na naman ang dahilan ng pagkawasak ng puso ko ngayon.

Arvhill texted and called me a lot of times but I didn't bother to answer him. I don't want him to worry again. I don't want him to see me this weak. I'm so sick of being weak. I hate of being weak! I hate people's sympathy.

I'm sure that being weak is ok but I didn't know that because of my weakness, I lost my happiness. I lost the reason why I am living and why I was here.

I can't help to blame myself for hurting him in the past. I hit my head on the close door again. "Tyler! Stop this will you?!" I shouted myself. "You can't have him! Accept it!" Sinabunutan ko ang sarili ko. Kahit anong pilit kong isiksik sa isip ko na may iba na siya, na hindi na niya ako mahal, na ikakasal na siya, may puwang sa puso't isip ko na sana hindi ito totoo.

"He deserves to be happy Tyler! Let him be!" I tweaked my head, hardly while slamming it on the door. It hurts but my heart aches more. I can ignore the pain on my head but the pain in my chest is something I can't ignore.

"You don't deserve him Tyler! Dammit! Stop this illusion!" I felt something dripping down from my head, a blood.

Someone knocked on the door, and I heard Arvhill's voice at the side of the door. "Tyler, are you there?"

I composed myself and immediately wiped my tears.

'How did he know where I was?' Was the first question popped on my mind.

I grabbed a roll of tissue on the cabinet, I wiped my tears, and the blood from my head. I took a deep sigh before pulling the door open with a big smile on my face. "How did you know where I was?" I asked, displaying my brightest smile.

Sinuri nito ang buong katawan ko. "What did you do to yourself man?" he asked.

I shrugged. "Wala naman. Naninibago lang 'ata ako sa temperatura dito kaya gano'n."

"Your parents asked me, where you were. And they say you're not texting them?"

"Ah. Oo. Busy lang."

Akmang tatalikod sana ako nang mahawakan nito ang pulsuan ko. "Teka, dugo ba 'yan?" I became uneasy and moved my eyes away from him.

"H-Hindi." Mabilis na tanggi ko. Hahawakan niya sana ito pero iniwas ko ang ulo ko. "Hindi nga," I denied, again.