Hi guys, I chose to write in a different POV today,just giving it a try, I hope you like it, you are free to point out my mistakes, in which POV would you prefer, enjoy.~Philip~
I sat facing the transparent glass looking out to the busy city lost in thoughts there are lot of things happening in my life after my father's death, I grew up with my step mom who has a son,she's behind the scars I got at the back, no other person knows except Jane, but for the reason I have those scars I have never disclosed it to anyone, but my life is being threatened and I feel it difficult to fight my own self. I stand from my seat and decide to take a break from everything, I need to revive myself as I wouldn't want to end up injuring those I love, I really felt sorry for what I did to Jane this morning but I would find a way out, I make a few calls to book a flight, I need to travel away somewhere cause actually I am facing death slowly, I rush towards home upon reaching the neighborhood I see Jane coming out of an expensive car, I held the steering wheel tightly feeling like crushing it, I clenched my teeth sucking the blood from biting my inner cheek, I was so furious seeing her with another man, not that we had a thing but I felt passionate about her, I saw the way she was smiling to him as she came out of the car I looked away waiting for the car to drive away before I head towards my apartment.
I already have my belongings packed in a black suitcase, so I rushed to wash down and grab something to eat as I ate some salad, I began to contemplate about saying goodbye to Jane or not, I have been a jerk always and I was wondering if she would accept my visit to her house, no I wouldn't want to see her reaction, anyhow it would be would break my heart, it's important to leave at the moment to figure out what to do to keep the company as there is already fake rumors circulating around.
I climb each step of the plane with a tinge of pain in my heart, I felt sad leaving things behind but I need to embark on this journey secretly to help put things together, I hope I am making the right decision.
Reaching my destination, I book a hotel room to pass the evening, as I lay in bed so many things went through my mind, life isn't how we want it sometimes you would have to struggle through the ugly and bad,it's such an envious thing to be the CEO of a large company that is well known around the world but the dangers involved is life threatening there are forces within and outside, I need to gather forces beside me as well I can't fight this war alone.
The next day is a day of battle, I 've got meetings with huge firm companies to convince them not to withdraw their partnership, dressing up in suits I walk towards the last floor of the hotel where the meeting is supposed to take place, I enter the elevator and fix my attention on my phone going through latest news and rumors circulating about the company soon I reach the last floor and make it towards the conference room where big dignitaries awaited me there is a scowl on their faces full of contempt for me but that doesn't scare me anyway I take my seat and the meeting commences we had a lot of arguments and at the end of the day I failed at convincing them, they all stood and left leaving me alone in the large room.
I placed my head in my hands rubbing my face trying to calm my nerves, I kicked the table hard gritting my teeth and clenching my fist, I finally let out a breath walking out of the room to the last floor and soon get a bus to the hotel which I lived, I quickly go through the web for possible solutions but everyone seems to ignore me getting frustrated I slump the laptop close and fall back unto the bed almost losing hope of what I should do.
My father's company means a lot to me, so many blood has been shed for this company and on my dad's death bed he asked me to promise him that I would protect his company which I have since the first day I got the will,protecting it with my life, blood, sweat and water it hasn't been easy but this time seems more tough, a tear run down my face as I remember how step mom would use knife to scratch my back so I would reveal the company's secret code and also hand her the documents but I am too stubborn to do that, she could rip my back off that doesn't matter to me.
So then I lay on bed chewing on my inner cheek for solutions for an hour I lay there making calls, doing paperwork and forming ideas but it all ended up to nothing I yell out in frustration pushing all the papers and documents unto the floor angry at myself for not being able to come up with any ideas,
"Cruel world, I need to find the culprit, the devil that is bent on destroying me ", I said out loud as I paced to and fro in the room, upon the ac I was sweating profusely though shirtless as well
I decide to take a cold shower, have some coffee and continue work, I am really trying hard to do something on my own to save the good name of this company, it was built with love, sweat and Blood it just can't go down in a day...
Sorry guys for the late updates, busy schedules for this week making me barely write anything but then I managed to squeeze a chapter out for you, I hope you love it, if you do please vote and comment below
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Losing my real self
Teen FictionIt's hard becoming who you really are,when you hold on to your past,afraid of making mistakes,until you find yourself you keep sinking low into someone you aren't meant to be.(UNEDITED)