drawn to you; jaden hossler

22; shouldnt be

"Mason?"

I pulled away from Jaden's lips, but was stuck in the hold that he had me in, pushed against the counter.

I looked up to see Noah, and instantly pulled away from Jaden and I's position, rushing over to him, "I'm so sorry, I didn't mean for any of this to happen."

Noah just nodded, "No, I should have seen this coming, I knew you weren't over him. I did this to myself."

I frowned, wanting to cry for even hurting his feelings in the first place, "Noah, I really did like you, I just-"

"She loves me, and it fucking took you long enough to realize what was mine," Jaden said, crossing his arms over his chest. I don't know if it was the drugs in his system, but he had absolutely no right to say any of those things.

Noah had pure anger written on his face, but we all knew that he was too nice to try and hurt Jaden, so he stayed quiet.

I turned around, "Get the fuck out of my house Jaden, now."

"Baby, I-"

"Dont fucking call me that. Get out of my house," I said, suddenly feeling the need to stick up for Noah.

Jaden frowned, "But I thought that we were fine now.... I mean, you just kissed me and we- we were fine."

"You thought wrong, Jaden," I said, arms crossed and moving my line of sight to the door. Jaden shook his head with a scoff, throwing the remote at the wall before storming out of the house.

I turned back to Noah, "He's such an asshole, but so am I. I really didn't mean to hurt you Noah."

He shook his head, a tight lipped on his face, "Dont blame yourself for what he does, Mason. I'm not mad at you, really. I want us to be friends," he said, opening his arms out to me.

I nodded, giving him a hug, "Of course, I'd love that."
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The next day was mostly spent in my room, completely unmotivated for anything. I wish I would've just said no to Noah in the first place... like what? I hated that I hurt his feelings like that.

I did manage to write a song, though, and post it on Instagram.

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The lyrics couldn't relate to my life anymore than this.

I can't call him baby, distracting myself lately, I'm faking smiles to make you think I'm happy.

I smiled and turned around so I was facing him, "Thank you ... Noah."

I tried to get the word 'baby' out but I just couldn't. It didn't feel right if I wasn't saying it to Jaden. It just didn't.

I confess, I know what I'd to you in that dress, that's exactly why I'm wearing it.

I came across a tight white dress and I instantly froze. The dress instantly took me back to the days that Jaden and I went on to the lookout point. That night was extremely beautiful and magical.

I need to stop thinking of him.

I took one more look at the dress, and something in me was itching me to put it on. I reassured myself that I wanted to look good for Noah, but part of me knew that I just wanted Jaden to see me in it.