Chaeyoung Son, isn't living the life she set out to live. In fact most of her days feel like depressive loops set out to start and end the same way, amongst the four stark walls of her apartment. Just her, Olive, the cat, and her guitar. Strumming a...
the state or quality of being doubtful; uncertainty.
"I want to believe you when you say you love me but I honestly know you are just lying to me."
With the light peeking through the windows, Chaeyoung moved. Feeling the warm body besids her, she snuggled her head into the crook. Mina unconsciously rubbed her hand over Chaeyoung's back and kissed her crown. They felt warm, happy, as though they did not need to run out of bed and get to work. Just not yet. Staying in bed and their fairytale was good enough for her. But this was no fairy tale. Mina's phone began to ring. Stretching her tired eyes open, Mina grabbed her phone from the side table. Slowly moving Chaeyoung's head and replacing herself with a pillow. Mina went out of the room with her phone. Closing the door, she picked up.
"Myoui speaking,"
"You haven't been replying to my texts."
As if a change overcame Mina, her personality flipped. The quiet Mina was now mad and scary.
"Look, I will say this once and only once. I came here to get away from all of that. I will not put myself back in. I-"
"Mina, I understand, but you know how it goes. You come back to Japan and join, or we take that 'precious' blondie you've recently taken a liking to."
Mina felt her mind go nuts.
"She means nothing to me. Go. Ahead."
"Oh really now, we'll see."
The other line went silent, and Mina felt utter rage. She walked out onto the balcony and clung on to the railing. Her mind was dizzy, and her body weak. She looked down at the green grass of the lawn and took in deep breaths. Abruptly, two arms enveloped her body in a hug. Chaeyoung had grabbed the oversized comforter and come out onto the balcony. Mina, now wrapped in the comforter and Chaeyoung's embrace, felt calm. Chaeyoung laid her head on Mina's shoulder, and Mina laid back. She exhaled a deep breath and felt the vibrations of Chaeyoung's hum through her body.
"Why are you out here? It's cold." A slight shiver in her legs and voice.
"Just thinking."
Mina turned around, and using her strength, carried Chaeyoung. She was surprised but calmed and wrapped her legs around Mina's torso and tucked her head onto Mina's shoulder as though she was a kid. The truth was Mina panicked, thinking about being in the open with Chaeyoung. She was afraid of someone seeing them and reporting back to her father. Mina needed to either break up with Chaeyoung or start ignoring her. She sat Chaeyoung down on the couch and looked her in the eye. Chaeyoung moved closer, wrapped her hands over Mina's neck, and initiated a deep kiss, one of passion as though Chaeyoung was screaming at her how much she loved her. Her arms roamed from Mina's neck playing with the untucked hairs of her ponytail to the hem of her shirt. Slowly lifting it and touching her abs. As much as Mina wanted this, she couldn't hurt Chaeyoung more. She broke the kiss and held onto the Chaeyoung's arms. Chaeyoung looked up at her, she was playing with her lips, like a lost child.
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