Asahi X Reader

Chapter 11

song for the chapter : It Will Rain- Bruno Mars 

Asahi's POV

" Asahi I miss you so much" Bella looked at me with pleading eyes. 

"Bella you cheated on me, I cant forgive you, Its taken me this long just to get over it." I looked her dead in the eye to make sure she new what she did to me didn't ruin me. 

"Asahi what I did was never meant to happen" Bella cried at me

"Bella! are you serious, your telling me you didn't totally just kiss another man while we were at the same party, your telling me you didn't sleep with him, your telling me when you looked me dead in the eye and kiss him while smiling at me. What the hell did you expect from that Bella! please, please I beg you explain to me because maybe after a year I might be able to bring my self with peace." At this point I was getting so angry, I vowed to  myself I wouldn't let her get to me but this just makes me so god damn mad. 

The night that we went to Aoba Johsai's party everything was ok. They held a party to set a good mood for the game we had in two days against each other. Bella and I had been together for around 7 months when we went to this party. As we both arrived we were greeted by Oikawa who handed us both a drink and we all said hi and hung out for a while. It got late in the night and I hadn't seen Bella around for the past 2 hours so I ran around the house looking for her hoping she was ok. As I ran up stairs I opened a few doors to see if she was asleep somewhere or if she was ok. As I got to the very last Door I opened it to see something I wish I could erase from my mind. There Bella sat on the bed with another man underneath her, I couldn't tell who the guy was because at this point my eyes were blurred from the tears, as I stared at her Bella smirked at me and grabbed this guys face and kissed it. I slammed the door shut and ran down stairs, I ran home while sobbing hard.

Before I got home I ran past Y/N's house and she was outside, she saw me running and called out my name, I stopped and walked over to her and she quickly hugged me not knowing what happened. Y/N never new about Bella because if Bella new about Y/N she would have made sure we weren't friends and I didn't want that to happen. As Y/N opened the gate we walked over to the grass where she was laying on a rug before I turned up, We went and sat down and laid there. Y/N new how to make me feel better, she never once asked me what happened and to this day she still never asked me. That night we laid under the stars and full moon, we talked for ages and in the end we fell asleep under the stars with her in my arms. 

And that was when I new I had fallen in love with Y/N.

"But Asahi what you and I had was amazing we were in love and I was stupid."  Bella continued to whine at me.

"Bella understand that you and I will never be together ever again I am grateful and happy with the-" Before I could finish my sentence Bella grabbed my lips and kissed me. I tried to pull away without making a scene in the coffee shop. As I got her to let go I looked up and saw the one thing I loved.

I jumped up from the table and chased after her. As she took off down the street with Kiyoko I chased after her, I wasn't letting her get away with me, I cant lose the one thing I love. 

As I chased after her she raced through the train station gates and as soon as she got in the train doors shut. I stood there and put my hands behind my neck trying to catch my breath and to stop myself from crying. As I looked through the train widow I saw kiyoko hug her and the tears running down Y/N's face. That was enough to make me cry. 

I just hurt the one thing I love the most.

As I watched the train leave the station, that was it, I couldn't chase her, I could call for her, she was slipping through my finger tips and I didn't even get a chance to chase her.

I walked away from the train station the clouds came over dark and started to rain heavy, my hair and clothes getting drenched in water but I couldn't care less at this point. I walked slowly back up main street and I decided to call Daichi.  I told him everything that happened from start to finish.

"Shit, Asahi.... I am so sorry man." Daichi sounded upset

"So am I Daichi so am I" I let my voice crack.

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I finally got home after what felt like a 2 hour long trip home, I passed Y/N's house and I slowed down i could see the light in her room was on but I continued to drive away. As the rain hit harder and the realisation of what happened hitting me harder, I felt like I just lost everything.

I walked inside and went straight to my room closing and locking the door. I quickly got dressed into some new clothes and layed in my bed. I looked at my bed side table and saw the Polaroid of Y/N and I from the night asked her out and sat next to it was a small fish plushie that she won at a fair a while go. I gabbed the plushie and held it close to me and just crying as the light sound of thunder rolled through the night and the sound of my music playing lightly. Although I was only 5 minutes from her it still felt to far away. 

I couldn't think of how Y/N is feeling right now and it's all because of me, It small because I agreed to going on that stupid lunch. I should have known Bella wasn't good I should have learnt but I didn't I'm stupid and i just lost my one remaining piece to my heart. 

And with that I fell asleep with puffy eyes from crying and a small pink and white fish plushie in my arms.

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A/N

HI everyone!!! 

I hope you all enjoyed this chapter, It was pretty emotional and not going to lie I got a bit emotional typing it.

Anyway I hope your all doing great and having a good week.

See you soon :)