Asahi X Reader

Chapter 15

Song - High enough - K.Flag
TW// Drug usage
I took a long drag of the joint, I felt the warm smoke feel my mouth and go down into my lungs, As it filled my lungs I felt light headed and a little giddy.

"How's it feel ?" Kuroo smirked at me

"Great" I breathed out slightly coughing as I stared up at the night sky full of stars. the feeling was fun it made me not think about anything that has happened in the past few days which is what I needed right now.

"You can finish that if you want" Kuroo smiled at me, I nodded my head and he turned back to talk to whoever. I continued to smoke the joint, I could feel myself starting to become lighter with every drag I took and it was amazing, the feel of euphoria was what I needed and I'm finally getting it.

"Hey Y/N" I turned my gaze over across the fire to see Tendou waving at me.

"Come over here" he said

I stood up and as soon as I stood up I felt my legs go fuzzy and everything was spinning, I stood in the same spot for a bit until the dizziness left. As I stooped spinning I walked over to where they were all sitting laughing.

"Hey" I said lightly. As I was looking at the group of boys I felt my eyes go heavy but I wasn't tired, it was rather odd.

" Wanna have a try?" Tendou smirked, I looked at his hands and he was holding a large glass bottle.

" It's a bong" Kenma spoke up, I could tell he was high as well he just hide it better then I did.

"Yeah ok" I laughed, I didn't care at this point I was already high so why not try this. I sat down in the chair next to Tendou as he showed me what to do.

"You think you got this babe?" Sami smirked looking at me.

"maybe?" I laughed questioning myself. Tendou handed me the bong. I brought the glass rim up to my lips and put the lighter over the tube coming out of the front of the glass just like Tendou showed me. I flicked the lighter so the flame came out and held it into the tube, Tendou grabbed my hand pushing it more towards the glass.

"Now breathe in as much as you can and hold." Terushima watched me intensely. I quixkly breathed in as much as i could and yet again I felt the warm air suffocate me and fill my lungs. I held on to my breath and then letting go.

"YES!" I heard Tendou cheer and high five someone. I opened my eyes and saw the Kuroo was looking at me with a smirk. He stood up and walked over to me.

"I look away for 5 minutes and you have moved on to bigger things" He laughed.

"Look this chick is on fire let her go" Terushima patted Kuroo on the shoulder and walked away.

"Hey I'm going to go inside to grab us a drink just stay and talk to Suna." Kuroo smiled and patted my head. I stood up and slowly walked over to Suna who seemed to be miles away.

"I was told to come sit with you until Kuroo is back" I laughed again.

"Right ok" Suna laughed and pulled the seat closer to him.

" So Y/N, how do you truly feel about the whole situation" Suna said but only looking up at the sky as he smoked his blunt.

" Look, Honestly it hurts like an actual bitch like shit, what did I do to deserve this?" If I wasn't high out of my mind right now i would not have opened up to a stranger like this.

"Babe it aint you trust me, It was never you" He side eyed me, blowing smoke out of both his mouth and nose. He held out the joint for me and I took it from his fingers and took another deep drag of it.

"Cheaters will continue to cheat on the ones who love them the most and it hurts like a bitch, but in the end you begin to lose feelings for anyone and you learn to become happy by yourself" Suna slowly said. I passed the joint back so he could smoke it as well.

I let his words settle in with me, He's right, i just need to forget about him, he cheated on me not me cheating on him. I need to be happy with just myself and enjoy my life while i can.

"Yes exactly" Suna said. I looked at him with confusion.

"Your thinking the same thing I thought about when I was cheated on and got high for the first time. your thinking that you weren't the one who did it and you should be happy because this shit hole called life aint long." He laughed deeply

He was right.... what the hell...

"Wait you went through this as well?" I asked curious of his story.

"I sure did, She did it at a party we went too, she said it was an accident but I didnt believe it." Suna said.

"So I took my self out side that night, and that's where I met Terushima, he took me in and gave me my fist high, and that's when I felt happy. " Suna smiled over at Terushima. I smiled as well because I couldn't help but think thanks to Kuroo I would be at home crying while watching the same romance movie over and over again.

"I heard you still haven't ended it with him yet tho, is that true?" Suna looked at me straight on this time. I looked away down at my shoes.

"Babe you arnt going to be happy until you do it." He raised his eye brow.

I sighed and nodded, he was right, I wasn't going to be happy unless I did this. I pulled out my phone from my back pocket and clicked on Asahi's name

"You got this." He put his hand on my shoulder.

I began to type.

'It is not you... it's me... Actually no its you, you cheated but its me who's ending it here. thank you for a great time I really will remember everything. thank you Asahi Azumane." And with the I clicked send and turned my phone completely off.

"Hey I'm back what's up" Kuroo walked over with two drinks in his hand, he handed me one. I stood up because I was in his seat. Kuroo sat down and I began to walk away but I felt his hand on my wrist. He pulled me over and patted his lap. I giggled and sat down. I took a long sip of the alcohol. and rested my head against kuroo"s shoulder.

"I ended it" I giggled.

"That's my girl" Kuroo laughed.

At this point in time I wasn't on earth, the weed had caught up on me and I was now currently smelling colours and I was loving it. I felt my eyes get really heavy and I let the sleep take over as I held the cup in my hand and my head rested on Kuroos shoulder.

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Hey Guys!!!

This is kind of short as I haven't had to much time to wright. But I hope you enjoyed it and I will see you all next week!!