Given advice from those who were trying to help me was
"child, you need to find it in you, if you truly want to be you again."
You see, that's the funny thing, battling these demons has led me to believe that
I don't even know who I was.
I don't know who I am.
I lost the most important piece of myself when fighting this ugly monster.
It took away my personality and replaced it with itself.
So even if I were to let it go, I wouldn't know how to live without.
I can't live without it.
It's apart of me now.
It is who I am.
I already found who I am, who I used to be will never come back.
