I need you

CHP: 11

       Lisa's POV :

I was not able to contain myself.

"Why?"   I asked again.

"Told you that I like it this way. Is it that hard to understand?"  He in reply, cross-questioned me.

"But why? Why want it in the first place?"  I asked him while glaring in his dreamy eyes. He is so handsome. So handsome, that you will feel your world shaking when you touch him. When you will look into his eyes, they will make you burn.

"Why do you care?"  I heard a dominant, angry voice which was unlike before.

"Do you have something in your mind? Does something scares you? Are you disturbed because of something?" I asked him softly while placing my hands on his. This might sound too fast for me but the only thing I saw in his eyes was sorrow. Like he needed someone to help him very bad. 

At first, he didn't seemed to understand what I said. He then held my second hand, hanging near the couch.

"You are the first one to ever ask me this. Why do your words sound so comforting?"  He looked towards me with confused and perplexed eyes.

"Because, I asked it with a genuine heart."  I told him sincerely.

A moment of silence. He just continued to stare at me and then suddenly his expression changed. Not like the cute one, but the horrible one. 

"What will you do, if I tell you that I killed someone? Will you still help me then? Genuinely?"

I looked up to meet his eyes which were now double of the size than actual.

"Yes. I would rather ask you why you did it and the reason behind it than blaming you."  I told him and a smile was build on his face. 

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Two years back, when I was taking music clases,  chaeng and jisoo unnie were working in a physcatric hospital. Chaeng and jisoo unnie are the only doctors in our group. Our group usually, consisted of 8 members. After the debut of Irene unnie, things have changed though. Irene, joy and yeri debuted in a K-pop group while nayeon went out to study. Now, there are only 4 of us; jisoo unnie, Jennie unnie, me and rosie posie. Jisoo and chaeng are physcatric doctors so they have to deal with alot of mentally disturbed people, who came for counseling or treatment. Back to January 2018, I once went to meet both of them at the hospital. It was the first time when I went there and interacted to a mentally disturbed person. He looked quite normal at first but then asked me some weird questions such as, "How does it feel to die?"  and  "How can a person kill the other without even touching them?" I was really confused by his questions. When I was not able to answer them, he gave me such an ugly smile that I wished I never experienced. Dead silence was filled in the corridor suddenly when another terrifying question came from him :

"What if I tell you that I killed someone yesterday? What will you do? Will you report me?" His eyes longing for answer grew bigger and bigger with every split second. He scared the hell out of me and I was about to run when I heard a familiar voice.

"No. I won't. I would trust you and rather ask for a reason than blaming you."  Rosie came from behind and sat on the floor near the bench. The guy was confused and then suddenly he started smiling. Rosie also gave him the warmest smile.

"What is your name?"  He asked rosie.

"Umm. I am park chaeyoung. You can also call me Chae."  She told her while shaking his hand.

"Oh. We have similar names. Nice to meet you Chae, I am park jimin."  He told her beaming like sunlight. Suddenly, everything became normal. They both talked normally while I continued to sit at the bench. They were now talking about their hobbies.

"I like dancing and you?" Jimin asked Chae who was smiling from utter happiness. She nodded at him and told her that she also have great interest in dancing. There conversation was brought to an end when jimin's driver came to collect him. 

"What Chae? You let go of a physco killer?"  I asked her as soon as he left.

"Behave Lisa and chill. He is not a killer. This a general physcatric hospital. Severe cases do not come here. These people are mostly those who need counseling and treatment due to past trauma or difficulty. They are normal people longing for love."  She told me loudly.

"How do you know and how can you trust him?" I asked her to which she chuckled.

"Do you know Lisa?  80  •/• of these people ask the same question? They are not killers or anything. They tend to test someone before sharing something to them. That really is there technique. If you comfort them and tell them that they are really good and lovable personalities, only then they will grow friendship with you and allow you to heal them. They only need a good guardian or a friend or a lover who can help them out." 

 Here words seem to fade away as my attention went  to jungkook who was smiling now and showing his bunny teeth. At that moment I realized that I spaced out for a little too much.

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