It's a sad but cute one-shot
Nobody will understand.
I thought to myself, if I'm positive. Maybe he will understand but what about her. Who can I relay on, who do I trust. It's sad, being alone having no one.
Through my window I can see the dark and light grey clouds, its going to rain. It really goes with the mood.
is my life really ruined or just not as planned. how did I get here? Will this add to my list of regret. I have regretted so many things in my life. LIFE. life. is messed up didn't have loving parents, was I even their child?
I could feel the tears streaming down my face.
"Should we talk about this?" He asked me. 'I don't know!'
"what's their to talk about?" I can't talk about, its too much.
"This is a big change, we should talk about it" he said.
"I'm not ready" I said barley being heard.
"Not ready? Not ready to talk or not ready for the change?"
"Please don't make it any harder than it needs to be!" I said loud as more tears streamed down my face.
"How much longer?" He asked changing the subject.
"5 more minutes" I said checking the time. I heard a sob. does it hurt him more than it hurts me? I wonder
"please stop" my voice cracked.
"How? You don't want this and you'll probably let die!"
"How can you say that! I'm not capable of doing that!" most of my sadness disappeared when anger appeared.
"Maybe not, but your parents would."
"They won't find out." he looked at me in worry. "At least not after this or . . . - you now what" I try to say what would happen if it is what it is. After this I zoned because the next thing I remember was my alarm telling me my time is up. I stand up and walk towards the bathroom to get the test before looking at it. I sit next to Toby, revealing the stick that had the word positive. I froze, I don't know how to feel. I'm a sophomore, I'm not done with school yet.
"What are you going to do?" he asked me.
"Me?"
"yeah, unless you choose to keep it, you know I'll be their"
"I'm keeping it" no hesitation, no think, just instinct on what's right. It was a great feeling.
{5 MONTHS LATER}
Spencer and Toby have been the happiest, Nobody knew about her. The pregnancy is the best thing that happened to them.
Spencer, Toby, and Melissa where the ones who knew she took a pregnancy test, but Spencer told Melissa it came out negative so she couldn't tell her parents, not even their friends new.
Spencer and Toby went out to dinner Friday night, Washington D.C was nothing like Rosewood which was one of the reason they stayed their.
After dinner the drove back to their small apartment until a drunk driver crashed into them. Toby had a broken arm and few scratches, Spencer on the other hand, had a broken rib, bruised leg, and a small concussion. But unfortunately she lost the baby.
"Spence?"
"Toby? please tell the doctor to tell me how our baby is"
"Spence" he repeated. She finally noticed the tears in his eyes. he already knew.
"Please don't tell-" She couldn't finish she started sobbing.
"No, no, no, no!"
"No, no, no, Ahh!" she screamed as she gripped his hand harder.
"You can do this" he told her
Her heart melted when she heard her baby cry. The nurse went to the other side of room to clean him up.
"Spencer I know you want you son. but you have deliver your daughter too" the nurse told spencer. "Get ready to push." Spencer screamed.
"Oliver and Olivia Cavanaugh" Spencer said as she held both her children.
It only took 5 years to get here, but it was worth it, after the death of their first child, Spencer and Toby fell into 3 depressing years.
"I don't want to be alone" she told him feeling selfish, about how he felt.
"Aren't you alone?"
"Alone with you" She said pushing him onto the bed.
the last 2 years was them crying, drinking, and fighting.
"I'm ready" she told him. he gave her a confused look. "Too Marry, you"
They got married a year later, At first everyone thought they were getting married for the wrong reasons, but supported them. a year later brings them here at the hospital meeting their children.
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I HAVE SO MANY ONE-SHOTS FOR NEXT WEEK AND DECEMBER
A NEW BOOK COMING OUT THIS DECEMBER!!!
CAN'T WAIT!
TILL NEXT TIME💗
-A❤
