The other Gilmore Girl (book 3)

Part 34

It has been a week since it happened and I still flinch away from everyone's touch not including mom and dad. The police have made little to no progress in my case and I have spent this week at home in my bed and eating whatever food mom brings me. Logan came round once or twice and I even flinched away from his touch me and I must have said sorry about a dozen times. He kept telling me it wasn't my fault and that it will be okay.

This week classes are starting and Rory left this morning to move in with Paris. Me and Rory are back on alright terms. I haven't talked to my grandparents but I do hear mom on the phone with them telling them I'm fine and that they need to stop calling because if anything changed she would call them. The Magazine called and said they would understand if I wanted to pull the article and I told them I don't want that and I wanted this article printed. Rachel came over to watch a movie too, and relaxed a little. Also as I have discovered I also don't flinch away from Noah, in fact I may be a little clingy and he seems perfectly fine with the idea, because of this he has offered to pick me up in the morning and take me to my classes.

That's what happened after Rory left. I got dressed and said bye to mom and got in the car with Noah. (Outfit above.) On the way to Yale Logan called me, "hey Charming." "Hey so I signed you up for the self-defense classes. You start tomorrow if you still want to join and I can come with you if you want." "I would love that. Right now Noah is driving me into school, but I'll call you later." "Later it is Queeny, I love you." "I love you too, bye." I hang up and we soon get to Yale.

As Noah was walking me to my fashion class he asks, "so how are things with Logan, after the whole flinching thing?" I smile, "really good, I can still kiss or hold hands with him if I make the first move to. He is so understanding, it's great really." We get to the door and he asks, "will you be okay?" I nod, "I can do this, it's been a week Noah. It's called baby steps." I give him a hug before entering and sitting at my desk. Just then the rest of the class starts to plie in and I see a guy in a black hoodie with his hood up. My breathing starts to quicken I start to hyperventilate. I hear someone tell the teacher and the teacher says, "Miss Gilmore, I need you to listen to me. Breath in and out with my okay." I start to copy my teacher and slowly my breathing goes back to normal.

He then tells me, "your mother called and warned the school about last week. You have an appointment with the concealer today, correct?" I nod, "I do sir." He gives me a small smile, "I will email you the lesson. Go home until then I will tell the rest of your teachers." I shake my head, "no I have to be here, I have to go back to normal. I can do this." He sighs, "it's for your own good." I sigh, "fine." I grab my bag and walk out of the classroom. I call the inn and Michael answers, "hey Dragonfly Inn Michael speaking." "Hey Michael it's Chris, is my mom there?" He then says, "one moment please." Then I hear my mom, "Chris? You should be in class what happened?" "Just a little hyperventilating in my first lesson. A Guy walking in with a black hoodie with his hood up." "I'll come and get you. Just wait by the coffee cart."

I walk to the coffee cart and sit on the bench and someone says, "hey." I jump out of my skin but then see it's Logan, "hey." He sighs, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make you jump." I shake my head, "no it's fine. I just had a mini panic attack in class and now I am being sent home until my concealing session. I don't want things to change between us Logan. I want you to be able to cuddle and hug with me. I'm a freak and I understand if you want to see other people." He shakes his head, "No way am I doing that. I love you and only you. Okay? We can work through this." He kisses me and I kiss back. He pulls away and smiles, "you didn't flinch away from me." I smile, "I guess I didn't." Then my mom came and I said bye to Logan and went home.

A/N: So I felt bad for not updating in forever so I thought I would give you another part before I start to revise I hope you liked it. I tried to make it kind of realistic because I didn't want her to go back to normal so quickly and act like she was fine. We all know our girl is strong and she will be back to a new normal in no time. Please tell me what you think of this story line and this part.

Xoxo Maddie.