Winston ~ an outsiders fanfic (complete)

Feel good

I ended up falling asleep, crying, on the porch, laying across Angela's lap. I was woken up and it was the next morning, somehow i had gotten back to the apartment at bucks.

I suppose Angela had brought me back. I felt around next to me on both sides to find that Angela wasn't there. I shot up, "angela! ANGELA!" I got up in only a pair of black leggings and a black lace bra, my hair a mess and my cheeks tearstained.

I bursted out the door and down to the bar, buck was cleaning cups. "Hey, have you seen angela?" I huffed out.

"Uhhhh, yeah, she brought you in at around two am and left at about three am."

"And what time is it now?"

"About 10-ish in the morning"

"Did she tell you where she was going?"

"No, she just left mumbling something about a rumble i think."

"Oh shit! I didn't tell the gang about it, what day is it?"

"Friday"

"Thanks man."

i started to leave out the door when buck called out, "put some clothes on!"

"Right." I sprinted up the stairs.

When i got in the room i left the bra on, and changed the leggings out for jeans, looped my belt through the loops, and tugged on my doc martens combat boots.

I ran into the bathroom taking two pills once again, the rush making me feel warm, and tingley. After that I put on winged black eyeliner, some blush, cherry red lipstick, and I used a bit of water to defrizz my hair and bring it to the side.

I then left.

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I got to the Curtis house after quite a bit of running-- my car wasn't in the parking lot at bucks-- I saw my car in the curtis' driveway. I jumped the fence and went into the house everyone, even two-bit, despite being blatantly ignored by the boys, was sitting in the living room.

"Sup fuckers!" I yelled out.

Everyone turned to me, a mad kinda look on their faces.

"So I guess y'all heard about the rumble..." I felt my cheeks heat up, I felt nervous.

"yeah we did." Steve said bluntly, as if pissed at me.

"Look im sorry y'all, i meant to tell you sooner, i swear i did, but time got away from me, i fell asleep, all of these emotions took over me, it's all so new, but so old, and i'm sorry i really am." I apologized over and over, I was panicked.

"It's fine, Logan, we just wished you'd've told us sooner, so we could be prepared." Darry responded, his steady voice calmed me.

"Ok"

"Who wants to go to the dingo as an early celebration, my treat." dal butted in.

"With what money, cowboy?" i questioned

"Oh! I forgot to tell you guys, I got a job at dairy queen!" he was happy about it, proud of himself.

"Texas! Now how'd a hood like you get a job? And why did you want a job?"

"I dunno, and I wanted it so I could get a house for us, even if it's small, ya' know to feel like a family again."

"Dal!" Monica exclaimed, "you know you guys could stay here, it's not an issue."

"No, i couldn't do that to darry, make him have to pay more just for us."

"Awwww did the famous hood dallas winston go soft?" i said in a baby voice, nudging him.

Eventually we all went to the dairy queen for lunch then went back to the curtis house to get ready for the rumble. But not before me and Angela stopped at bucks to get my pills, this time I took three feeling the greatest rush ever. I felt good.

hello my dear readers, this is the second to last chapter of this book. I hope you all have enjoyed reading this as much as I liked writing it! I'm so sorry for any typos that have occurred in this book, but when I'm finally done with it I will edit it and get rid of any mistakes. until next time,

PEACE OUT MY PUNKS!