finding love victoriously

chapter 14

The drive to the hotel was quiet, I had no idea where we were going to stay, but I trust Beck will get us there safely.

"Where are we?" I asked when I got tired of the loud silence surrounding us.

"I have no idea, I can't believe our parents would do that to us. I thought that they would always be there for us! Whatever happened to 'We'll always be there for you, no matter what happens we will always be there for you, we understand that everyone makes mistakes. So whatever you need just tell us and we will help you get through it.' I don't get it!"

"I don't get it either, but I know that they were not thinking straight, I know that my dad and your mom realize that what they did is wrong. I know that they will regret it, I don't know how long it will take them to realize it, but they will baby. The thing that really matters is the fact that we are together, that you will be here, and you're not leaving me like Sinjin left Jade. What really matters is us loving each other, and working through each and every problem together." I told him honestly.

"How can you be so positive about this?" Beck asked taking a left turn.

I looked to see that he found a hotel. It wasn't that busy, and it wasn't as creepy as I feared.

"I'm positive because I know that's the only thing I can be. I've spent enough time with Jade learning about pregnancy, and I know that being stressed out is bad for the baby."

"But how can you not be stressed?"

"I would rather just be happy and not worry, I don't want to risk losing this baby." I said as he finds a parking spot.

He sighs and walks around the car, opening the door for me before I had the chance to do it myself.

"I guess you're right." He said grabbing my hand and leading me to the entrance of the hotel.

We signed the papers and paid for the night, then got the keys to our room.

"What room did she say?" I asked.

"135" he answered stopping in front of the room he just mentioned.

He opened the door to find a small room, with just one bed, and an old TV. The room had a small kitchen, which was just a stove and a sink. Right next to each other and a small fridge. The kitchen was so small that only one of us could be in there at the same time. Don't even get me started on the bathroom.

We grabbed our bags from the car and then changed the sheets, not trusting the sheets on our bed to be clean.

After changing the sheets we just lay in bed and talked about everything and anything, trying not to talk about our parents.

"Beck..." I said trying not to annoy him.

"Yeah?"

"I'm kind of craving some Ice cream."

"What kind?" He asked, like it was no big deal.

"Cookies and cream, with some Snickers. Sorry, I know it's annoying, having to go to the store so late at night just because I want something."

"It's okay, I mean this pregnancy isn't just your fault. It's my own fault too, I mean I was the one who..."

"Please don't finish that sentence." I begged him.

"Why not?" Beck asked me with a smirk.

"Because... Just don't." I told him blushing.

He just smiled and then kissed me lightly.

"I love you." I told him.

"I love you." He answered, getting up to grab his keys. "I'll be right back, I'm going to go get your ice cream."

"Don't forget the Snickers."

"I won't babe." He said kissing my forehead.

While he was gone, I decided to take a shower and think things through. I tried not to cry, because I didn't want my face to look puffy when Beck came back. I knew he would notice if I was crying.

Just relax Tori, Mom is still here for you. So is Trina. Becks dad is also here for us. I tried to clear my mind and then got out of the shower, getting dressed. By the time I got dressed and ready for Bed, Beck was just getting back. His hair soaked, his clothes too.

"Whoa, it's pouring out there." He said, placing the bag on one of the bedside tables.

"I'm sorry." I told him honestly.

"It's okay. By the way, I realized there were no plates or anything here, So I had to buy some Plastic plates."

"Thanks babe," I said getting the bag from the table and putting some ice cream on two separate bowls, so that Beck could have some two. I handed him a Snickers, and he looked at it skeptically before dipping it in the ice cream.

"Whoa, this is actually pretty good." he said amazed.

"I know." I said laughing.

After a while, I was getting tired so I decided to go to bed.

When I woke up the next morning, I realized that we were already two hours late to school, so we decided to just skip the rest of the day.

Halfway through an episode of Criminal Minds, I got a call from my mom.

"Hey Tori, meet me at the house, your Dad isn't here, Don't say you can't make it because I got a call from the school saying that you aren't there. "

"Okay, I'll be there."

I told Beck what my mom said and then we got ready to go home, or well to my parents house, since I no longer live there.

When we got there, my mom was waiting for me at the door.

"Hey honey, I'm sorry about how things went down yesterday, but me and Austin, were looking for a place for you to live, and even though it was fast, we found you somewhere to live. It's a small place, but it's enough, it's two rooms, and one bathroom, and the rent is affordable, just $700, you guys just need to find a job, and then it's all up to you."

"Where is it?" I asked.

Mom told us where the place was, and gave us the address and the keys. "Remember your dad doesn't know about this honey, Angela doesn't either Beck."

"Thank you so much for this Mrs.Vega."

"No problem Beck. And that won't be my name for much longer."

"What do you mean?" I asked mom.

"Me and your dad are getting a divorce."

"What, Why?" I asked. "It's not because of me is it? You can't be getting a divorce just because of me."

"It's not because of you. Me and your father have been talking about a divorce for quite a long time. We just didn't know how to tell you girls. The divorce will be final soon, Trina is eighteen already so she's moving out. You, well I'm getting custody of you, but you guys can still live together if you want. I mean with you guys starting your own family and everything."

"Mom, why didn't you guys tell us?" I asked hurt.

"Well, we didn't want you guys to think it was your fault. Don't worry about it though. It will all be okay. Plus Beck don't hate me for this, but I think Mark is having an affair with Angela."

"You think Dad is cheating on you with Beck's mom?" I asked to clarify.

Mom just nodded sadly.

What happened to my life? I used to have everything under control, now everything seems to be getting messed up.

What did I do to deserve this?

How am I not supposed to be stressed after this?

"Come on, let's go show you the new place." Mom said going back inside and grabbing her car keys.

I just nodded and followed her out to the car, again, What has become of my life?