finding love victoriously

Chapter 16

"For a what?" Beck asked me that night after I told him what I was thinking about.

"Beck, I think this is the best thing for us to do, do you really think we can take care of this kid?"

"We will find a way Tori, we don't need to kill a poor baby! What is wrong with you?"

"What's wrong with me? Beck! I"m barely seventeen! I don't have the resources to take care of a baby! I can't take care of a baby, I don't even know what we will need to raise a kid."

"We can find it out, look it up or something, that doesn't meant that you have to abort this baby. Tori, babe, I can't wait to be a father, a father to your child. We can get through this together, like we got through Jade's lies and everything else together. We will find a way babe. Abortion is not the answer. If you really don't think you can do it, and you want to give this baby up, If you're absolutely a hundred percent sure about that, you can give this kid up for adoption, but I will only let you do that if you think about it for longer than just a week. You know what, think about it for the rest of the pregnancy, then I'll let you give this baby up. After you've give birth and we get to see him or her at least once, I want to see what our kids look like."

"How are we going to pay for everything Beck? We have no money, we have no jobs, we have nothing. Even the roof over our heads is being paid for by our parents!"

I was getting tired of yelling and screaming at Beck, I hate fighting with him, but I just realized how serious this really is, and I'm not sure I can handle it.

"I know, but I'll get a job, we'll save the money our parents gave us, along with whatever I get from getting a job."

"Beck, do you know how long it takes to get a job?" I lowered my voice to it's normal volume.

"That's if you're picky and in school."

'Not in school', what does he mean 'not in school'? He's still in school, is the stress so much that he forgot he's in school?

"Beck you are in school."

"I'm going to drop out." he said it so casually, like he just announced he's going to make a sandwich, that it took me a while t understand what he said, and then answer.

"No you're not Beck, you're a senior, we have less then 3 months before we graduate, you're not dropping out halfway through your senior year, especially now with a baby on the way."

"So you're not getting an abortion?" He sounded so hopeful, I don't know why but just the way he said it, like he was disgusted with just the mere thought of me getting an abortion, made me feel like a monster, a murderer. How could I actually think about killing a kid, especially one that wasn't even born yet?"

"No, But you can't drop out either, not when we're so close."

"Okay, I stay in school, you keep our baby, then it's settled."

"Good." I said with a smile.

"Good," He repeated kissing me softly, leading me to our new room, closing the door behind us.

"What'cha doing?" I asked teasingly.

He just smiled and slowly layed me down.

"Nothing." he said with a slight smirk, before he started kissing my neck.

He found my soft spot and softly bit it, earning a quiet moan from me.

Instantly, I wanted more from him, and he knew it. How do I know, because he gave me his beautifully annoying smirk, before shaking his head. "Not tonight babe."

"But I'm..."

"I know, I'm sorry, that was rude, I shouldn't have done it."

"But.."

"Good night." He kissed me softly again.

"Good night." I said pulling away from him.

But now it seems like I'm not the only one who wanted more from the other. He looked at me, and groaned softly, before climbing over me and kissing me hungrily. Leading to another late night.

~~

When I woke up Beck was no longer next to me, there was a note instead.

went to get some breakfast,

I should be back before you wake up,

If I'm not, then good morning, I love you,

and sorry for not being next to you when you woke up.

Love, Beck :)

I smiled and went up to go take a shower.

By the time I got out and got dressed Beck was already back, and setting things up in the kitchen,

"Hey, Good morning." He said once he saw me.

"Morning." I said with a smile. "What did you get?"

"I went to that pancake place down the street, and got some pancakes, bacon, and eggs."

"Yummy..."I said walking towards him and helping him finish setting everything, before we sat down to eat.

After eating, we walked around the neighborhood park, since it was a weekend, and just talked and talked. I love my relationship with Beck, we can talk and talk and talk, and never run out of things to talk about.

"Delilah." He said randomly after we stopped to get a drink.

"What?"

"Delilah is a beautiful name, I mean for a girl"

"Baby names?"

"Yeah, I've always loved that name."

"I love it, what about Jeremiah? For a boy."

"I love it."

"Delilah, and Jeremiah. Nice."

"So, we have names, now we need a doctors appointment to make sure everything is going good."

I laugh and ask "Maybe we can have DR. Abdul see."

Beck laughed probably remembering how we pranked Jade to show everyone she wasn't pregnant, but she ended up actually being pregnant.

"That feels like it was so long ago." He says right as my phone rings.

"Hello?" I ask

"Tori, It's Cat, Jade says she needs you, she's here crying and she won't stop, she won't tell me what's wrong, she just keeps saying 'Get Tori" or "Call Tori.' You need to come here fast." Cat was speaking so fast it was hard to understand her.

"Cat, slow down, where are you guys?"

"We're here with Jade."

"Where?"

"At the house."

"Whose house Cat?"

"Andre's."

''Okay, Thanks Cat I'll try to be there as soon as I can." I said hanging up.

"What's wrong?" Beck asked.

"I don't know, I just know it's Jade."

We walked back toward the car as I told him we needed to get to Andre's house. Beck just nodded and started driving.

I really hope Jade is okay, being almost five months pregnant a lot could go wrong for both her and her baby.

When we got to Andre's house, I couldn't believe what I saw.