The Diavoli Forti

Chapter 23: I just want to know

(Tony's POV)

"Come sit with me." I motion her to me.

She sits next to me. The shock is all over her face.

"Tony, what is this?" She managed to breathe out.

"I wanted to do something special for you. I don't know how tomorrow will go and I want you to remember the way I feel about..."

"Shh..." ,she puts her finger to my lips, "I don't want you talking like that."

"You have to prepare for the worst, Royce. We could never see each other again after tomorrow. I don't want you remembering me as the grumpy, emotionally damaged,  asshole that kidnapped you. I want you to see I do have some feelings for you."

She smiles and grabs my face, "and what would that be..."

"I told you, Royce. I can't love you. I don't even love myself."

She doesn't seemed phased by my statement, "I don't believe that. Otherwise we wouldn't be here."

I chuckle at her. She never fails to amaze me. The way she looks at everything. Maybe I did love her? Somewhere deep in me it could be buried. I don't want to lose her. I don't want to see her with anyone else. Loving her could be dangerous though. For her. She does help me to be a better person and that helps me learn to love myself, therefor I am possible of a sliver of love. My head spins at the thought. I should stop over analyzing and just enjoy this moment here with this beautiful girl because the sad unfortunate truth is, I don't love her. Not yet.

"What are you thinking?" She breaks my thoughts.

I grab her face and kiss her gently. I pull away and look into her eyes. I could feel the fire and intensity between us. She jumps on top of me, knocking all the food and drinks out of the way. We devour each other. Each kiss more passionate than the next. She tightens her grip on the hair on the nape of my neck. I move my mouth down the corner of her mouth to her neck as she leans back allowing me to explore her. Her soft, gentle moans make my erection increasingly hard.  She puts a piece of chocolate in her mouth and brings it to mine. Our mouths intertwined in the sweetness.

I wanted her.

She leans up and rips my shirt off my back. Her body slowly moves in motion as her lips meet mine and my tongue explores every inch of it. She digs her nails into my back. I rip her jacket and shirt off exposing her peaked nipples. I run my tongue around them gently before taking them in fullness. She lets out a moan as I suck hard. She presses my head harder into her chest. They were so soft as I couldn't pull my mouth away.

I knew the guys could be watching us this very minute from up the hill, but I didn't care. I had to have her. This one last time. If it was to be the last time.

We both break for a moment ripping our pants and undergarments off. She grabs my erection as soon as it's exposed and takes it in her mouth. She begins thrusting her mouth on it. It felt so good. Her tongue gently gliding. Her lips so soft against my skin. She would shove her mouth on exposing her gag reflex turning me on more. She lets small moans escape between each movement. I throw my head back in pleasure as it feels my eyes may roll out of my head. I feel myself already about to cum. I pull her face away. Before I could even cower over her, she jumps on top of me again. She puts me inside her and starts to gently motion her body.

"Dio mio.." I let out a sigh. The wetness and tightness of her felt amazing. It made every inch of my body tingle. Although, it was cold outside there was so much heat between us it made my body melt. I watch her gorgeous gentle body move on top of me. I help her move her body in the perfect rhythm. Her breasts bouncing in front of my face with every move. It was a vision of beauty. I caress her face and she grabs my hand sucking my two fingers that normally caress her pussy. It sent a sensation through me. At each moan I let out she moves faster.