Matts Pov *unedited*
"Alpha, I don't want to be rude but i think it's time you say goodbye to Luna Rose" the doctor says to me. It's been about 2 weeks like this ever since they ran some tests confirming that Rose wasn't showing any signs of improvement but was actually slowing starting to get worse day by day.
"You've said the exact same thing to be for 2 weeks now and what do i tell you each time you do doctor?" I say not looking up from the paper work on my desk.
"Yes Alpha I understand but the fact is that she is just going to keep getting worse. We don't see her improving anytime soon and would she really want to live like this? I mean on the slight chance she comes back have you thought about the possible disabilities she will have to overcome?"
"What do you mean disabilities?"
"Luna Rose is possible to wake up with blindness, she would need to take rehab for speech and walking not to mention actual therapy for the PTSD she is likely to have. Do you think she will want to live this way? Is that how she would want to live?"
"Get out."
"Alpha I mean no disrespect but please listen to me!"
"I SAID GET OUT!" I say getting angry and glaring at the doctor until he finally gets out of my office. When he finally does I grab my jacket and head over to the hospital. Walking into Rose's room I'm suddenly overcome with sadness. We never really got to the point in our relationship where we talked about this kind of sh!t.
Softly I reach over and stroke her cheek with my hand moving the hair away from her beautiful face. I don't know what to do. Looking at her I know she wouldn't want to live the way the doctor was explaining to me in my office. But, I don't want to live in a world without her either. The question now is whether i do whats best for her and give up the only woman in my life besides my mother that I've ever loved or be selfish and hope she comes back to me the way she left.
Deep down I know what I have to do and even though i don't want to I know its for the best. Mind-linking to everyone telling them to come to the hospital right away.
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An hour later everyone is in Rose's room and its finally time to tell them all why iv'e summoned them.
"Okay so I know you're all wondering why i've asked you to come here out of the blue. It has been brought to my attention for the past couple weeks that Rose is not showing any signs of improvement anymore and if she were to wake up she would be forced to live a life that I don't believe my mate would want. So, after extensive thinking i have decided it is time to let her go to the moon goddess." Everyone gasps and starts to but in with reasons why shouldn't but i just continue with my speech.
"You all know how much I love the woman laying on the bed in front of us today and you all know that i would gladly give my own life if it would've save hers. It is because of the way I feel for her that I've decided to do this. I don't want to ever have to see her in pain. If you guys love her as much as I do then you'll agree with me on this that this may be for the best."
Looking around i see hesitant nods and looks which I'm taking as their sign that they agree with me. Nodding to the doctor I give him the okay to unplug the machines that we had to put Rose on again after she started to get worse.
Everyone goes silent as the doctor walks towards the machines and starts turning them off one by one. With each switch that he turns off though i start to panic and rethink my decision. My wolf is literally howling inside my head and i can feel my heart breaking. Dylan comes up and hugs me as i start to break down.
All the machines except the heart monitor are off now and hearing those little beeps are the only thing keeping me together right now. I shouldn't have let them unhook her. Oh god I just killed my mate. Oh god what did i do! I just gave away my heart forgetting the fact that when a mate dies the other goes crazy and then dies shortly after. I just abandoned my pack.
Mind-linking to Dylan I tell him that when i die he is to run the pack. Dylan stiffens in his hold on me from the new information and I can hear him already starting to disagree with me through the link but I just block him out. Only listening as the beats on the heart monitor get longer and longer pauses between them.
Pulling myself out of Dylan's hold I look around the room to see everyone's crying faces. "You all can leave now. I would like to spend her last minutes alive alone if you don't mind." I say and everyone immediately leaves the room including Dylan.
"Would you like me to turn the heart monitor off Alpha?"
Climbing into the bed next to Rose I just lay there looking at her face and thinking about all the great times we've shared in the little time we got to spend together. "Yes" i say before he turn it off and then walks out of the room.
"I love you Rose Sapphire White" I whisper into her shoulder. Just as I'm about to start full out bawling again i feel her move beside me.
"Oh god I'm going crazy already!" I say thinking that the movement I felt was my imagination acting up. But, the movement continues to happen to the point where I can hear Rose choking on the breathing tube."Rose? ROSE! OH MY GOD!! Hold on babe, just relax. I'll get the doctor."
Mind-linking to the pack doctor I tell him to get his ass back here right now.
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Hey guys! Soooooo here's what happened to the update that was supposed to happen on Monday. It had been so completely cheesy and stupid when I had written it on Monday that i was like nah I'm going to trash this and write a chapter that I would want to read.
Sorry its late but I think this is a better alternative to a completely stupid chapter even though this chapter isn't the best chapter in the world.
Anyway, tell me what you think. Can you believe Matt was going to give up on her? Would you have been able to do that if you were in his position? How do you think Rose is going to be now that she's awake?
til next time my lovely readers
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