darby eden is a lovely mess of words and thoughts. and isn't italy such a wondrous place to be healed?
"Only those who love feel this frightened hope, and I never wished to succumb to such a grandiose nightmare."
"Per te, mio sole."
"Per te, mie ste...
Live by Billie Marten I want to go places that I've never been Rome, California, Paris, Berlin I want to see things that I've never seen Quietly happy and live by the sea
They say don't go out Don't get lost in the dark Don't go in too deep Don't swim out too far
They say don't go out Don't go out too fast 'Cause I feel it all and I need to live a little at last
I wanna stay out all night say hello to the dawn Creep back to bed they'll never know I was gone Write songs through the day be alone with my thoughts Spend time with the ones I've always adored
They say don't go out Don't get lost in the dark Don't go in too deep Don't swim out too far
They say don't go out Don't go out too fast 'Cause I feel it all and I need to live a little at last
Make my own mistakes For a lesson really hurts I am not afraid I will let down my guard
I sat almost motionless on the other side of the bed. Speechless as well. The typical version of speechless, I despised. But this was only a beautiful realm of silence.
"Darby! Harry!" Someone called from somewhere outside of the room. "It's Dead Poets Society tonight!" I could only muster a smile in my trance of awe, hopefully getting my feelings across.
"That's..." I still was a little out of it. "...one of my favorite movies."
He continued to fiddle with the strings. No thoughts about the words really hit me yet, just how it made me feel. He looked at me in wonder, questioning silently what I had thought. All I could think to really tell him something was to kiss him, and it wasn't a rational thing to resort to. And I surely knew it wasn't going to end perfectly and the more I resorted to such things the less likely it was that I would be alright. I didn't think about any of that then. It was only the details that ran together to create the lips I'd grown so oddly fond of.
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I pulled away before he had any chances, taking a second to even just hardly process it. Immediately I ran out of the room, which seemed to also be an innocent tactic of mine, to let him chase after me. It seemed to be a reasonably unreasonable thing. But they were all waiting for us to start the movie, so I hurried.
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