The sharpest lives

23.

Hunter saw the look on Meira's face and hugged her. ,,It's gonna be okey. He's maybe mad right now, but he'll forgive you eventually, trust me."

They all hugged in a warm family hug and Hunter had to take deep brath to not shout in pain. After they let go of each other, Hunter went to the kitchen to get them some drinks, feeling like they all need them right now. She poured some whiskey to three glasses and took a swing right from the bottle, leaving it on the counter.

,,Hey, Sam, can we talk?" Hunter asked. Meira looked at her with questioning face, but she didn't say anything to her.

,,Yes." Sam said. ,,Of course."

Meira left them and went to the library. She wanted to be alone. She was looking at her glass, thinking about leaving. Last thing Jack needed right now was seeing her, reminding him what happened. She knew he needed others more then her right now. The whole bunker was really quiet, no music, no laughing, no nothing and she hated it. All of these thoughs in her head were way to loud and most of them were about leaving. She lived on the road before, it can't be that bad now, right?

,,What do you need to talk about?" Sam asked Hunter, leaning his back on the counter.

,,What you said to me, back here and in the library, about how I'm not in the shape to calm Meira down." she said. ,,It really hurt me Sam. And you fucking know it hurt me, but you still said it, why? Look I know you love Meira and you will do anything for her, but you're not the only one who's here for her. I was here for her much longer then you, Dean or Cas. And I know, I'm maybe not feeling good, but I'm here for her all the time, for all of you, so tell me, what actually made you doubt me?"

,,Look, I'm sorry Hunter, I didn't want to hurt you in any way. I just know you don't sleep too much and it's lot on you now. I didn't meant it in a bad way Hunter. You know that right?"

,,Yeah, well maybe next time think, before you say something like that."

She was still mad at him, couldn't even look at him. She went to the library, because she wanted to be alone with her thoughts, but when she saw Meira sitting there with drink in her hands, looking lost, she knew they needed to talk.

,,What are you thinking about?" Hunter asked.

,,I'm leaving Hunter." she said. ,,I can't stay here, not after what I did to Jack. I mean-fuck, I don't even care that he wanted to kill me. But he doesn't need to see me after that and he need you guys more than me right now. So I'm gonna hit the road for a while. It's the best thing I can do right now."

Hunter wanted to scream at her for thinking, this is a good idea, but deep down, she wanted to leave for a while as well. She felt as if she could suffocate in the bunker lately, and most of all she wanted to run away from her problems.

,,I'm giving you two days to figure out what to do Meira, then we leave." Hunter said. ,,It would be just two of us for a while, like it was before Sam and Dean."

They both know how much they'll miss them but they needed it. Just like the old times. It would be only for a while, until Jack calms down and won't be so angry with Meira anymore. But Meira thought that one of them should stay and the one of them was supposed to be Hunter. But she didn't tell her anything, she knew Hunter wouldn't listen to her anyway.

*B&S*