Clarity || z.m

Euphoria

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I honestly didn't know what to expect when we got home, but the need to feed came stronger than ever. I poked Zayn on the arm as we were walking towards his apartment. He looked at me with a confused face.

"I'm hungry again." I said fidgeting with my fingers. He opened the front door and walked in the kitchen, swinging the fridge open and taking out 2 blood bags.

"Bottoms up." He said as he handed them to me.

I didn't waste any time in opening one of the bags as I sunk my teeth straight into it and drank until there was nothing left. I greedily bit into the second one, feeling the smooth bitter sweet liquid run down my throat, and quenching my thirst.

"Bit of an appetite have we now?" He chuckled.

"I'm hungry all the time. But the blood bags are just... They're not... like," I sighed "i don't even know what I'm saying." I said, leaning against the counter.

"Look I know that you want to feed from a human. Shit, I do too. All the time. I know the bags don't taste as good, but they're just enough. And it's not just about risking exposure, it's about doing what's right and not killing innocent people. Don't think that when I'm around humans I don't think about how bad I want to rip into each and every one of their throats because I do. It just takes practice." And that's the reality of it. Now I know what Zayn would feel when we would be with groups of people, like at a frat or the Uni for example.

"What about animal blood?"

"I've tried it but it's not like human blood. Animal blood is satisfying but it leaves you weak. You can try it if you want," he said wrapping his arms around my waist, "we can go hunting tomorrow if you'd like."

"No I don't wanna feed from a bunny rabbit, sorry. They're too cute."

"And you don't think I'm cute?"

"I never said that."

"But you were thinking it."
He's still one cocky fucker.

I brought my lips to his cheek and gently kissed it.

"And what does this have to do with a bunny rabbit?"

He shrugged, "Dunno. I just like pestering you is all." His thick accent making me weak.

"Honestly I can't even think about anything with a pulse. The idea of touching let alone hunting a bunny or any animal doesn't go well with me."

I refuse to hunt animals.

"Speaking of touch." He trailed off as he slowly lowered his head to the crook of my neck. My breath hitched as his arms tightened their hold on my waist. His lips brushed against my skin in a teasing manner, fluttering my eyes closed as the goosebumps spread throughout my body from the simple contact.

I tilted my head to the side as he peppered soft kisses up my neck and to the soft spot under my ear. A soft moan left my lips as I felt the heat of his tongue making contact with my already hot skin.

When he finally reaches my lips he pauses for a brief second before looking down at my face, "I love you." He whispered.

I smiled and pressed my forehead against his, "I love you too." He kissed me hard and slipped his tongue in my mouth. I entangled my fingers in silky hair and pulled at the ends as a groan left his mouth. He pushed me up against the kitchen counter, the friction creating an overwhelming feeling of need. I let my head fall back as he continued to ravage my neck with his lips and tongue before roughly returning his lips to mine and tugging my bottom lip between his teeth.