everything I didn't say (cake)

sea you someday soon

I would like to apologize for making this so sad, I just kinda thought about Luke's eyes and the sea and sad Cal and the words came tumbling out. I'm also kinda sorry about the title but idek anymore *bangs head against Bo Burnham's piano, as he is currently playing in my ears*

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Michael dragged me to the beach.

I don't want to be here at all, I tried to plead and preach.

But he wouldn't have any of my little fit.

I don't know why I keep writing to you, Luke, since you'll never see any of it.

Since you're gone for good.

Except it's not all good in the Hood. So to speak.

I've gotten more numb since your departure, more weak.

Weak, like my knees when you were around.

But anyways...the sea makes a wonderful sound.

The ocean looks like your eyes Luke, the same shade.

That color is something that, from my memory, will never fade.

The sea is magnificent, my dear. Oh wait-is that a tear?

I'm sad. I miss you Luke, really bad.

Our love was one of the most special things I've ever had.

If you were here, you'd agree. The thought of you stings me, like a bee.

That illness washed you away, like a wave. It roar and tore you apart, and you were unable to save.

And with that wave, our love got broken into little bits.

And me, I had to take the blows and hits.

It wasn't your fault, and it wasn't mine. But I wish fate went differently, so we'd both be perfectly in love and fine.

But like the waves, we all must move on. I'll always love and remember you, Luke, although you are gone.

I miss you, I love you.

And I'll never forget that perfect, beautiful shade of blue.

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Damn, I'm crying bc this. Sorry if you hate me now lmao