fate || oikawa & iwaizumi x reader

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Oikawa's POV (April 3rd)

"Wh-what..?" I asked in a worried tone.

The receptionist nodded her head, "I'm afraid you're too late."

My eyes widened. I swallowed down a ball of saliva as I replayed what this lady just said.

I gasped and ran towards (Y/N)'s room. No, no, no! I thought along the way.

Turning to my left, I entered (Y/N)'s room. There she was. (Y/N) was sleeping peacefully on her hospital bed.

My breath trembled as I observed the sleeping beauty. Right at this very moment, she was living off of Hajime's heart. She's able to breath because of his sacrifice. She's able to live another day because of him.

My knees grew weak and I fell to the ground. I didn't know whether to be happy that (Y/N)'s alive, or to grieve because I'll never be able to see my bestfriend again. Ever again. Now we won't be able to graduate together. Now we won't be able to play at nationals together. Now we won't be able to watch each other grow up. Now we won't be able to attend each other's weddings. Now we won't be able to become uncle's to each other's kids. Now we won't be able to laugh as grandpas together. Now we won't be able to talk about the good ol' days.

I didn't know what I was feeling. Tears weren't forming, but I knew I was devastated. I was smiling... a little. It was like I had a spark of happiness inside of me, knowing that I can spend my life with (Y/N). 

All of this felt like a dream. A never-ending nightmare. The worst nightmare I've ever had. I was mentally unstable at the time, due to everything that's happening. I started panicking and punching my face, thinking I was in a dream. Blood flew out of my nose with every contact. Instead of screaming, I bottled up my emotions inside.

I stood up and wiped down the blood splatters on the floor with the bottom of my shoes. I limped over to the couch that was placed beside (Y/N)'s bed. After wiping the dried blood off my nose, I fell asleep; empty.

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I slowly opened his eyes. "Wh.. What time is it..?" I asked to myself, reaching for my phone. 9:38.

I grunted and sneaked a peak over to (Y/N), who was still sound asleep. She's probably exhausted from the pills they gave her.

Knock Knock Knock!

There was a knock at the door. "Come in," I said.

The door opened. Dr. Akahiro appeared. "Oh, it's you, young boy. I'm sure you've heard about your friend by now. I'm terribly sorry." I gulped, on the verge of tears. "But your friend did leave something behind..." he said, reaching in his pocket. He pulled out the good luck charm (Y/N) gave him. The one with the forest green ribbon. Just looking at that took my breath away. "Iwaizumi requested for him to hold this during his surgery. And well... he's not here to take it back."

I closed my eyes and took a big breath in. I walked up to Dr. Akahiro and took the charm from his hands. Forcing a smile, I was able to say, "Thank you."

He nodded in return, "Anything for you. I'll leave you alone now. Tell me if you need anything." He walked out of the room, closing the door behind him.

I gritted my teeth as I stared at Hajime's charm laying in my hands.

"Kawa?"

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