𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒 𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝗴𝗿𝗮𝘆𝘀𝗼𝗻 𝗱𝗼𝗹𝗮𝗻

Assistant part 5

It was horrible. Being around them was horrible. Everything was so awkward.

Ethan never ended up firing me (thank god) but he was choosing not to speak to me. I gave up in trying, he needs time, I get it. I didn't know whether he had accepted it or not so I was constantly on edge. I know he said I wasn't the one he was mad at but it sure as hell feels like I am.

Me and Grayson haven't been the best either. We won't stop bickering and we keep blaming each other. We're not getting anywhere as we simply can't talk about the problem maturely. He won't listen to me and I won't acknowledge the points he makes. We constantly argue about everything and it ends up with us fighting about Ethan for the millionth time. I hate fighting with him but he just doesn't listen. I know he's stressed and I know he's hurting, it's obvious. He misses his brother.

"Your the one who fucked everything up and wanted a relationship! Everything was fine the way it was before!" I screamed at him

"Yeah well it was a big fucking mistake! I don't know what the fuck I was thinking!" He screamed back at me

"Well your mistake almost got me fucking fired!" I bit back as the argument about who left a wet towel on the floor wasn't really the topic of sorts anymore

"Well if you hadn't have gotten upset about some stupid girl then me and Ethan would be perfectly fine!" He swatted his finger in my face

"You shouldn't have even went on the date if you were 'in love with me' and 'couldn't stop thinking about me'" I spoke in air quotes and an annoying voice

He looked furious "I had to! If I didn't then he would've found out about us! I did you a fucking favour so stop your bitching" he spat at me

"Oh nice job! Congrats!" I clapped my hands obnoxiously in his face "bravo! You did a great job making sure he wouldn't find out about us! Oh wait, he already did!" I was sarcastically smiling at him

"Do you think I wanted him to find out?! I wanted to keep this a secret just as much as you did!" His face was red from how mad he was

"No you wanted sex! That's all you ever wanted! You didn't want me! You wanted to sleep with me until you got bored! And guess what? You got bored and ruined my life!" I lobbed a pillow at him, I was fucking pissed. He dodged it and glared at me.

He didn't yell back at me straight away like he usually does he just stared at me disgusted "I didn't fucking care about the sex y/n. I cared about you. I cared about us. But I shouldn't have even given you a second glance" he scowled

"I cared more than anything else in the world!" Tears flushed into my eyes "I risked everything to be with you!" My voice was beginning to break

"And you think I didn't?! Not everything is about you! GOD FUCKING DAMMIT!" His fist collided into the wall

"I never said it was! But you wouldn't know that as you don't fucking listen to anything I say!" They started to fall

He punched the wall again.

"Oh yeah real mature! Keep doing it, it'll make all your problems go away" I hissed snarkily

He whipped his head around to look at me. I kept the stare with him but he broke it by huffing and sitting down on the edge of his bed so his back faced me.

"Get out" his voice was low but I heard him clearly

Even though he couldn't see me my eyes were piercing into me. I started to shake my head "no"

He snatched his head to look at me "get the fuck out. NOW!"

I continued to stare at him with twitching eyes "I'm not going anywhere" my voice was quiet