𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒 𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝗴𝗿𝗮𝘆𝘀𝗼𝗻 𝗱𝗼𝗹𝗮𝗻

I'm all yours

I laid awake staring at the ceiling my mind in its own world. I was thinking about everything. I was lost. I looked to my left and looked at my sleeping boyfriend. I sighed and grabbed my phone 

Y/n: can I please come over?

Gray 🥰: sure bb 

I slowly slid out of the covers and headed to my closet. I put a sweatshirt on and left my underwear on underneath. I grabbed my phone and headed downstairs. I opened the front door and shut it as quietly as I could. I hopped in my car I drove to Graysons house.

I pulled into his driveway and walked to the front door. I knocked three times and waited. The door opened and Grayson smiled at me 

"Hi y/-

I could him off by smashing my lips on his. He was taken back at first but kissed back. He pushed me against the door and grabbed my waist. I wrapped my legs around him and he carried me to the couch not breaking the kiss once. He pushed me too the couch, I interwined my fingers around his neck 

"Bab-

I continued to kiss him and pull him closer 

"Wai-

I grabbed the ends of his shirt and tried to pull his shirt off of him but he stopped me by removing my hands and sitting up 

"What's gotten into you?" He asked 

"What do you mean?" I asked sitting up and facing him 

"Come on you know what I mean you know I know when somethings bothering you"

"There's nothing bothering me Grayson I'm fine" I smiled 

"Babe" He said seriously 

"Grayson come on"

He looked at me in the eyes 

"Gray can you just kiss me? Make me feel good. That's why I came here isn't it?"

He smirked 

I smirked back 

He pushed his lips on mine again. Giving endless amounts of passion

What if he wakes up?

My fingers ran through his hair as I deepened the kiss

What if he finds out?

His hands ran up my shirt as he gently pulled it off of my head 

What if he sees my phone?

I bit his lip letting a moan escape his mouth 

What if he hates me?

My lips slowed and suddenly came to a halt. Grayson noticed as he was about to pull away but I pushed my lips on his again. After a few minutes of more making out thoughts consumed my head once again. I pushed him off of me and sat up. I put my head in my hands as I let out a sob.

"Baby what, what's wrong?" He asked softly 

"This is all my fault, this is all my fault" I repeated 

"Hey talk to me" 

I threw my arms around him. He hugged back. I cried into his neck as he traced shapes on my back 

"Shhh it's ok, it's ok"

After a few minutes I'd calmed down and pulled away out of the hug. I grabbed my sweatshirt and put it back on. I looked at Grayson 

"I don't know what to do" 

"This is about Jake isn't it?" 

I nodded my head 

"It's just so confusing"

"There's nothing to be confused about y/n. I love you, you know how much I do"

"Yea But Jake loves me too" 

I stroked the side of his face. He grabbed my hand and interwined his fingers with mine 

"But do you love him?"

I looked into his eyes before looking away

"Grayson I've been with him for 5 years-

"But do you love him?" He asked again 

I pulled my hand out of his and put my head in my hands once again 

"No" I whispered 

"Then what are you confused about baby"

"Everything Grayson. He wants to propose to me, he's planned our future, he does everything to make me happy. It's just to much! He does everything for me! And here I am cheating on him when all he's done is love me! I can't do this. I'm so selfish"

"Hey" He said softly "look at me y/n"

I looked at him 

"He may love you but you don't love him. That's not your fault. I love you more than life itself but I can't keep fooling around with you if I don't mean anything to you" 

I gasped 

"Oh my god! Grayson no, no I love you, I love you so much. You mean everything to me" I said kissing him 

He smiled 

"But you know you can't do this right? You can't keep playing with our feelings. It's gone on long enough now and I really don't wanna tell you this but-

"I need to make a choice" I said cutting him off 

He just smiled softly 

I looked into his eyes and i knew it.

He was the one.

"It's you Grayson. It always has been"

He grinned the cutest grin 

I planted a kiss on his lips and picked up my phone

Jake,

These five years have been a one of a kind. They really have. But for you and not for me. It's hurts to admit that I've been loving someone else halfway through this journey of ours. You loved me with all your heart and made me feel special but I ruined our chances. I know that. Jake I couldn't be more sorry for myself and for you as it's all my fault. We were never perfect but we were something. I've been loving another man for awhile now and as much as it sucks to hear there shouldn't be anymore lies. Your a wonderful guy that I played with. I played with your heart, your mind, your feelings everything. Any girl would be lucky to have you I mean it. I'm so sorry I played with you for this long but I never knew when to tell you the painful truth. It hurts to know that I'm a cheater and you so happened to be the poor soul that I broke but Jake I wanted to be happy and I never managed to find happiness when we were together. It wasn't because of you It was because of me. I hope you understand. You really did make me feel special but it's time you make someone else feel like a princess. I'm so sorry I've hurt you but it's time we move on. 

And love different people just like I did.

Love

Y/n xx

I hesitated before sending it

Strong arms wrapped around me. Soft kisses were being planted on my neck and shoulder. I let out a soft moan and smiled

"Send it baby"

I pressed send and let out a content sigh 

"Your all mine now" 

"I'm all yours"

He quickly picked me up which made me screech with laughter. He ran up the stairs with me in his arms. He dropped me on his bed and crawled up my body as I was still giggling and laughing. He came face to face with me. I wrapped my hands round his neck.

"I love you ok. Never forget that. I will love you more and more everyday"

"I know baby, I know" I planted a kiss on his lips "I love you, so much more"

This was some cute shit ngl 🥰

Your worth it everyone loves you ❤️

Stay beautiful 

PEACE! ✌🏻