The lost one (Carl grimes x reader) [On Hold]

Probably The Best Chapter Ever!

Guys I am so so sooo sorry I haven't updated as much as I used to but whenever I record TWD on the dvr my parents delete it! I tried remembering the episode 'strangers' the best I could so please don't hate me if I screwup. I ♥ you guys (and carl)!

Carl was feeding Judith while I sat next to him. I played with Judith a little by playing 'peak-a-boo' and sticking my tough out to make a silly face making her giggle and laugh. "We need to go." Rick said "Go where?" Maggie asked "Somewhere far away from there." He answered her, he saw Tara "Not so fast." Rick said to her and went to talk to her. After they talked we walked more. There was a walker but Michonne killed it by rifle stomping it's face! We set up camp Rick told us we were going to leave at sunrise so we slept. I lied down next to Carl with a sleeping Judith in my arms. "You ok (y/n)?" Carl asked "huh? Oh yeah I'm fine." I said "you sure?" He asked, I nodded "I'm just... thinking." "About what?" "Random stuff like if Eugene is telling the truth, if we will cure this thing. I don't know." I told him. I looked down and played with the dirt under me. I felt a hand on my face and looked at Carl. "It's going to be ok. We WILL get through this." He said. I felt a tear roll down my cheek but Carl wiped it with his thumb. "Please don't cry." He whispered. His face got closer to mine. "Hey kids? You need to go to sleep we've gotta wake up pretty early tomorrow." Rick told us from a few feet away. I heard Carl growl a little then sighed "ok dad!" He said pulling away. I put Judith in between me and Carl and brush her hair a little, Carl grabbed my hand and I looked at him smiling with a slight blush. We fell asleep but I couldn't help but feel like someone was watching us. We woke up and walked more (nothing new here :P) . I was holding Judith with Carl next to me, we were behind Sasha and Bob. They were talking about mosquito bites, at least that's what I heard, I cou . Then they kissed "One more." Bob said, they kissed again "One more." He said again 'aww' I thought I looked at Carl and it looked like he didn't see the little scene, but I knew he did. I rolled my eyes then kissed his cheek and he looked at me with a face that was as red as we first met. I looked away like nothing happened and smiled.

( Carl POV )

I watched Bob and Sasha kissing 'if only I could do it, but it feels so awkward with the others watching us.' I thought. I looked away trying to pretend I never saw it. The next thing I now I feel soft lips on my cheek and look at (y/n)
'D-did she just...?' I heard a man scream for help and did what I always do.

( Your POV )

I heard a man scream "H-help! Help, anybody! Help!" Carl darted to the voice "Dad, come on." He said "Come on! Come on." Everyone ran to the voice "A-anyone, help! Help!" It was a man on a rock with walkers surrounding him "Help! Help! Help! Anybody, help! Help! Help! Help! Help! Help! Help! Help!" Everyone shot their guns and I held Judith's ears closed so she wouldn't go deaf. "Come on down." Rick told the man, he did, then he lost his lunch. "You okay?" Rick asked "Sorry. Yes. Thank you. I'm Gabriel." The man answered "Do you have any weapons on you?" Rick asked and Gabriel chuckled a bit "Do I look like I would have any weapons?" 'Smart ass.' I thought "We don't give two short and curlies what it looks like." Abraham said "I have no weapons of any kind. The word of God is the only protection I need." Gabriel told him "Sure didn't look like it." "I called for help. Help came." "Do you have-have any food? Whatever I-I had left, it just hit the ground." Gabriel said "We've got some pecans."(haha so do I!) "Thank you." I rocked Judith a little so she wouldn't get fussy "That's a beautiful child." Gabriel said looking at me, I gave him a small smile "Do you have a camp?" He asked "No. Do you?" Rick asked "I have a church." "Hold your hands above your head." Rick ordered "How many walkers have you killed?" He asked checking for any weapons on Gabriel "Not any, actually." "Turn around. How many people have you killed?" "None." "Why?" "Because the Lord abhors violence. What have you done? We've all done something. I'm a sinner. I sin almost every day. But those sins, I confess them to God, not strangers." "You said you had a church?" Michonne asked, Gabriel nodded "Hey, earlier, were you watching us?" Gabriel shook his head "I keep to myself. Nowadays, people are just as dangerous as the dead, don't you think?" "No, people are worse." Daryl said "Well, I wasn't watching you. I haven't been beyond the stream near my church more than a few times since it all started. That was the furthest I've gone before today. Or maybe I'm lying. Maybe I'm lying about everything and there's no church ahead at all. Maybe I'm leading you into a trap so I can steal all your squirrels." When he said that I held my rope of squirrels close 'does this guy want to die? I'm never going to let my squirrels get taken again. One time is good enough for me.' "Members of my flock had often told me that my sense of humor leaves much to be desired." "Yeah, it does. Hold up. Can we take a look around first? We just want to hold on to our squirrels." We looked around the church "I spent months here without stepping out the front door. If you found someone inside, well, it would have been surprising. Thanks for this. We found a short bus out back. It don't run, but I bet we could fix that in less than a day or two." Abraham was exited to go to Washington but I tuned him out. "How'd you survive here for so long? Where did your supplies come from?" Rick asked "Luck. Our annual canned food drive. Things fell apart right after we finished it. It was just me." He said "Come here, Judith." I gave Judith to Rick "The food lasted a long time. And then I started scavenging. I've cleaned out every place nearby. Except for one." "What kept you from it?" "It's overrun." "How many?" "A dozen or so. Maybe more." "We can handle a dozen." Rick told him "Bob and I will go with you." Tyreese said "Tyreese should stay here, help keep Judith safe." Rick told him "That'll be okay?" He asked "Sure. You ever need me to watch her, need anything for her, I'm right here. I'm grateful for it. And everything else." Tyreese told him 'yes! We got the best babysitter ever!' I thought listening to their conversation "I'll draw you a map." Gabriel said "You don't need to. You're coming with us." Rick said to him "I'm not gonna be of any help. You saw me. I'm no good around those things." "You're coming with us." Rick told him. Rick came to me and Carl "Listen, I don't trust this guy." He said "Why?" Carl asked "Why do you trust him?" "Everybody can't be bad." I nodded "Well... I don't trust this guy. And that's why I'm bringing him with me. But he could have friends. So I need you two to stay alert and help Tyreese protect Judith, okay?" We nodded "Now... I need you to hear what I'm about to say. You are not safe. No matter how many people are around or how clear the area looks, no matter what anyone says, no matter what you think, you are not safe. It only takes one second. One second and it's over. Never let your guard down, ever. I want you to promise me." "We promise." Me and Carl say together "Okay." Rick said getting up "Dad." Carl said, Rick turned to him "You're right. I am strong. We both are. But we're strong enough that we can still help people. And we can handle ourselves if things go wrong. And we're strong enough that we don't have to be afraid and we don't have to hide." "Well, he's hiding something." "I'll stay safe, Dad." "Yeah."
The group left and we were left with Tyreese. Judith started to cry and Tyreese picked her up "hush hush its okay." He said, she didn't stop crying. I asked Tyreese if I could try. I held her head on my shoulder and rocked her a little and sang
" Hush, little Judith, don't say a word.
(Y/n)'s gonna catch you a mockingbird.
And if that mockingbird won't sing, Carl's gonna find you a diamond ring.
And if that diamond ring turns brass,Tyreese's gonna give you a looking glass.
And if that looking glass gets broke, Daryl's gonna hunt you a billy goat
And if that billy goat won't pull, Glen's gonna get you a cart and bull.
And if that cart and bull turn over, Daddy's gonna find you a dog named Rover.
And if that dog named Rover won't bark.
Michonne's gonna get you a horse and cart.
And if that horse and cart fall down,You'll still be the prettiest little girl in town." She fell asleep and I laid her on her blanket. "Thank you (y/n)" Tyreese said "no problem I love taking care of Judith." I told him with a smile. Carl came up to me "hey (y/n)" "yeah?" I asked "follow me I need to show you something." He grabbed my hand and I grabbed my crossbow on the way outside. We went behind the church and he showed me a window shudder carved into it was 'you'll burn for this' "w-what does it mean?" I asked "that dad was right about this guy." Carl ansered. I was thinking of what it could mean when I felt my back on the wall. I was so lost in thought I didn't relise that Carl had pinned me against the wall "C-Carl? w-what are y-" I was cut off by a kiss, at first I didn't know what to do then I started to kiss back. We parted for air, he looked at me "(y/n)?" He asked "yeah?" "I have to tell you how I feel... I-I-I love you okay! I never said it because I didn't know how you would react but I love you." Hetold me, 'please! please! please dont let this be a dream!' I thought, I pinched myself very hard "good I'm not dreaming." I turned back to Carl and said "I love you too" he blushed and I think i was too 'yes! I did it! I finaly told him!'

After a little while the group came back and Carl showed Rick the window. I helped get dinner ready for everyone. We all ate and me and Carl sat in a dark corner of the church "I wonder if Daryl is okay." I said "I'm sure he's fine" Carl said. Everyone was talking and laughing "I'd like to propose a toast." Abraham said all chatter stops and we face him "I look around this room... and I see survivors. Each and every one of you has earned that title. To the survivors." "Survivors!" everyone cheered "Now, we get Eugene to Washington and he will make the dead die and the living will have this world again. And that is not a bad takeaway for a little road trip. "Eugene, what's in DC?" someone asked "Infrastructure constructed to withstand pandemics even of this fubar magnitude. That means food, fuel, refuge." "Restart." Aberham cutin "However this plays out, however long it takes for the reset button to kick in, you can be safe there. Safer than you've been since this whole thing started." Eugene said "Come with us. Save the world for that little one. Save it for yourselves. Save it for the people out there... who don't got nothing left to do except survive." Abraham said, Judith made her baby noises "What was that?" Rick asked Judith "I think she knows what I'm about to say. She's in. If she's in, I'm in. We're in." He said "lets do this!" I said feeling better about Eugene. We cheered more and talked and went on with the night. 'I feel like we're missing something...'

Well guys its not vary much but I am trying. I hate that I don't have the episodes, just memory and thats not the best so yeah... by the way Happy Easter to you guys!