Y/N'S POV
They said we can only move forward but is that the only thing important? What's next after that?
These days, that questions kept running in my head and I keep doubting myself. If I move forward, what will happen? All I could do is stay in the present and live in the past.
"Y/N?" I heard Jimin called my name which snapped me out of my thoughts.
"What's the matter?" I asked but I clearly understand what he wanted to say.
"We've been standing here for a minute now, aren't you entering?" he asked in wonder. I sighed, I wanted to enter however my feet and hands are frozen on their spot. I can't seem to lift my finger and my throat is dry.
"I think it's better not to meet him, Y/N," Jimin said which snap me out of my frozen state. "No, I will go," I said which made him back away a little.
"Okay," he just answered. I took a deep breath and gathered all of my courage left in my system.
"Take your time. You don't have to rush" His advice and I nodded while composing myself. I slowly opened the door and as we entered, the flash of cameras and reporters from different fashion magazines surrounded us. Luckily Jimin is beside me so they didn't plunge at me as they did on my previous shows.
Different questions were thrown at me at the same time that I have a hard time dealing with them. Some of the guards rushed in to handle the crowd and Seolhee, who manages the VIP's return to my side.
"President this way," She said as she guided me towards the VIP's floor.
"Why are there many reporters here in the hall? Who let them in?" Jimin asked as we walked in a fast manner avoiding the crowd.
"I was surprised as well when I saw them, clearly we didn't allow them in, just a minute ago, some guards in black suits let them in under the order of Mr. Kim" Seolhee reported, I frowned when I heard that the Head is involved with the incident.
"Ms. Y/N-ssi, I apologize for the sudden flood of reporters, we couldn't handle them and it was an order from the main Head of the Kim family so I can't rebut. Mr. Choi said as he approached us. He was clearly disappointed and regretful by the unexpected turn of events.
"No, it's not your fault Mr. Choi so you don't have to apologize. I understand the situation" I told him and smiled.
"We will handle the rest so just walk ahead. Again, I sincerely apologized" he said. Two employees approached him reporting the situation. We just let him handle the mess, after all, there's a bigger mess waiting for us.
We successfully escaped from the reporters swarming the hall. We all sigh in relief when we saw the VIP room ten steps away from us.
"President are you okay?" Seolhee asked in worry. I didn't even know if I'm okay right now. I feel overwhelmed by the crowd earlier.
"Y/N?" Jimin called my name as well, I tried catching my breath. Is this the effect of modeling without proper practice and training? Truthfully, my whole-body aches as heck and my heel is killing me. It feels like I'm walking on a thorny floor with a knife stabbing my toe.
I was full of anger earlier and I can't even feel the pain on my feet, so why now? Just when I'm meeting face to face with the Head. Argh, I hate this!
"We should go now, we can't make them wait any longer," I said as I started walking again, bearing the pain. Let's just bear with it a little more. They just nodded despite being worried about me. They know that for me, their words will be equivalent to a breeze passing by the lawn.
