Scars | Harry Potter x Reader (taking a pause)

Year 3: Angry

"This, Sirius Black was and remains to this day, Y/n and Thomas's father!" McGonagall said.

You couldn't believe your ears. Your dad was the reason that Harry's parents were dead and you felt absolutely awful about it.

"And to add to it. Harry Potter is Y/n's best friend and Sirius Black is his godfather!" McGonagall added.

You choked on your own breath. You ran out of that pub as fast as possible not wanting to hear anymore.

You shoved through people making them angry but not caring. You then slammed the door when you got out of the pub.

"Ron, Harry, look!" Hermione said pointing to the footprints you were making in the fluffy white snow.

You proceeded to walk through carolers making them fall to the ground like dominoes and causing them to yell in anger.

"Oh no this can't be good" Harry said as they were quickly getting up to follow you.

"Sorry, sorry, excuse me, sorry" Hermione said walking through the pile of carolers.

"Merry Christmas" Ron proceeded to say.

There were bells ringing and you ran to the spot you were before in the woods. Hearing those words felt like there were a million knives stabbing you in the heart. If your father was Sirius Black and it was Harry's godfather, that technically meant you were related. You didn't want to accept it but you did that you had a crush on Harry James Potter but now it would be inappropriate to like him or date him.

What was worse was that you were related to the man that was responsible for Harry's parents being dead.

"Fuck!" you yelled at the top of your lungs throwing a block of ice at a tree.

It almost sounded as the whole town and Hogwarts went silent. You then suddenly felt a pair of arms around you. You turned and saw Harry and he pulled the cloak off of you.

"I'm so sorry" you weakly said to Harry.

"For what?" he asked wrapping his arms around you once more but you shoved them off of you. You knew that anytime you had physical touch with Harry it only made you fall harder for him.

"I don't know if I should be the one to tell you this." you told him.

He was staring at you concerned and angry because you shoved his arms off of you but concerned because he could tell you were hurting.

"It's fine, you can tell me anything" he said.

"Siriusblackismyfatherandyourgodfatherandheisthereasonyourparentsaredeadandalsowastheirbestfriend" you quickly said.

"I didn't understand any of that" he said.

You decided to leave out the first part and said "Sirius Black is your godfather and is the reason your parents are dead and he was their best friend and now you're going to hate me".

His eyes widened and turned glassy but proceeded to ask "why would I hate you" in a high pitched voice as if he was about to cry.

You then stepped forward and wrapped your hands around him to comfort him as he nuzzled his face in your neck to hide that he was crying. You could hear the muffled cry's and tears dripping down your neck.