johnlock: forgive and forget

14 what you've put me through

A/N hello you fabulous people reading this, ever so sorry this story is taking so long for me to write i keep getting writers block. please comment and vote if you like this story as i kind of need the motivation! it makes me really happy when people comment as i know i should keep writing it. thank you so much for reading this i really am grateful i didn't think anyone would like this story. -- poppy 

sherlock had been through so much during his lifetime. he had next to no friends all the way through school. he had been called a 'freak' and a 'sociopath' so this is what he supposed he must be. society had forced him t o think he was something he wasnt. when he was younger his only friend was called victor. victor trevor. but something had happened to him... sherlock refused to talk about it as he had been the only person who understood him. that was before john watson of course. 

when sherlock met john his whole life changed. even when they were only friends, he knew he had found someone special. sherlock had soon found out that his feeing were far more than the usual friendship and this was when he knew-  this man would either break his heart or own it. he had come to know john very well throughout the years they had been together and he had though he knew everything there was to know about the man named john Hamish watson. 

this of course, all changed when he realized john was as much in love with sherlock as he was in love with john. sherlock at once knew what he had to do to help save john watson.

'sherlockk you've been sleepingg' moriarty said with a slight smugness' to his voice as sherlock awoke from being out cold for the second time in one day. 'you still havent told me anything about john watsonn' what makes you think we wont kill him if we have to?'
'because you understand. you understand what it feels like to be in love wit someone who should never love you back. but they do and you cannot comprehend as to why they do but in return you have to love them back as much as they love you- if not more. i am talking about Sabastian. sebastian moron. you fell in love in high school didn't you? he loved you so so much didnt he jim?'
'YOU DONT KNOW WHAT YOUR TALKING ABOUT! how... do you even know this? that was years ago!' moriarty was starting to break. sherlock could see it in his eyes, the sense of power an the gleam of feeling like your better than everyone in the room had gone. 
'he loved you and you loved him. the perfect couple. except it wasnt was it? you only found out that your little  friend   was suicidal  until it was to late. but then he was gone wasnt he. nothing you could do... your only friend gone.'
'I SAID SHUT UP!!' 

moriarty walked towards sherlock and held a gun to his throat. 'if you dont shut up right this second i promise you i will kill you. you know i will sherlock. then you will never get to see your Johnny ever again.'
'if you kill me do you promise that you will not touch john?'
'oh sherlock we've done this before. its getting boringgg. you know the drill. you die john doesn't. but what will john do without you? he will have to live the same life i  had to!'

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john was standing on top of the building. the very same building he had seen sherlock take his own life not so long ago. john knew he had to do this. he knew that there was no point i living without his partner. his life would just be tedious and full of heart break and loneliness again. he couldn't live through that. not again. he stood on top of the ledge with one though on his mind. sherlock.